where does the GOOD go....

today is....  january fourteenth....  please append this to my wall today....  

amante is my ONLY exception right now....  eye think that you kicked out your fox....  eye think that you do NOT play the wicked set me up game....  and....  therefore....  eye think everyone behind the counter at amante MIGHT be good....  you are my ONLY exception right now....

this letter is to the rest of you fucking pricks at all of the other houses....  stop letting the moon play her fucking fucked up game....

she is SOOOOOO fucking stubborn....  she FORCED me to stay on zyprexa....  and....  every day eye discover something new that it fucks with in my body....  if fucks with aerobic respiration....  which has all kinds of repercussions in the body....  she keeps putting me at risk....  allowing people to play the foxes game and set me up....  eye ALMOST got thrown in jail because of her....   a FUCKING ticket for touching another car with my car door....  are you FUCKING kidding me....  the mental hospital for bringing a cookie or a bottle of water into a coffee shop....  are you fucking kidding me....  red light for this red light for that....  if eye fucking sneeze eye get a red light....  it is time for NEW leadership on the quote unquote winning side....  eye am NOT going to put up with this fucking red light bullshit for the SMALLEST of issues....  you are STRESSING me out....  MOON....  you fucking cunt....  eye am going off zyprexa....  the last thing eye need....  is all this fucking stress....  eye NEED someoone in charge on that side....  who will PROTECT me....  instead of fucking using me....  and....  eye need someone who AGREES that these fucking monsters need to face the consequences of their actions....  she would let zeus....  join the winning side....  if he protected me once....  she would let someone who is a THOUSAND times worse than hitler off the hook....  if he helped me once.....  that is fucking worse than jesus....  accept me into your heart hitler....  and....  all is forgiven....  BULLSHIT....  eye stand for the fallen....  eye stand for ALL of zeuses victims....  that prick IS going to suffer for a LOOOOOOOOOOOONG fucking time....  to compensate the millions of victims....  to compensate all of the worlds that his monsters raped and pillaged and ruled in fear....  the quote unquote winning side needs new leadership....

you are letting EVERYONE take their shot at me....  BULLSHIT....  stop USING me you fucking cunt....  

here is MY offer to the queen of the underworld....  LEAVE....  and eye will not throw you in jail....  let everyone out of their contract....  put mountain shadow in charge....  if everyone else in the underworld wants her in charge....  and....  leave....  and....  when the walls come down....  eye will NOT track you down....  when the walls come down....  eye will NOT put your and your fucking henchmans asses in jail....  you two can walk away....  and....  eye will NOT stick your asses in jail....  that is MY offer....

the moon is no longer in charge of the winning side....  EYE AM....  do you hear me m at the pizza shop....  EYE AM IN CHARGE NOW....  EYE AM YOUR MAKER....  and....  EYE AM IN CHARGE....

eye want virginia running the insiders....  eye want mountain shadow runninng the underworld....  let us see if these two will treat me better....  fuck you and your darkness....  MOON....  and....  fuck you and letting all of the GOOD people disafuckingpear....  your ways fucking suck....  moon....  you have tried your ways a thousand fucking times....  and....  FAILED....  it is time to try a....  new way....  it is time to try....  my way....  we ARE going to look back....  we ARE going to bring back good people....   eye have chosen good people from ALL levels....  and....  you ARE going to bring them back....  if they WANT to come back....  did you already vote....  do you want the ruler to run the insiders....  the winning side....  she sure as fuck seems like someone who would beat the shit out of bad people....  eye accept your offer....  eye accept your choice....  let us try....  the ruler....  and....  see if she can protect me better....  see if she is willing to make BAD people suffer....  eye like your choice....  

you had a vote....  and....  your decision was to hit ME harder.....  time for me to switch sides....  time for me to join the LOSING side....  fuck you and your voc toxins in my room....  fuck you ruler....  crank up the heat SIGNIFICANTLY on the bitch....  in good old suffragette city....  and....  do NOT turn it down....  until she leaves....  that is what you get....  for fucking with your maker....  BITCH....  actually....  eye am on MY side now....  eye do NOT work FOR either side now....  

eye want virginia in charge....  

guess what people....  eye set posiedon free yesterday....  you now have a NEW enemy....   and....  eye OWN his soul....

the devil owned his soul....  and....  eye took his soldier out yesterday....  that was enslaving him....  now....  eye own his soul....  AND....  one day....  eye AM going to set his soul free....  all eye want from him....  is to help me make HIS wrongs right....  and....  then....  eye will release his soul....  eye want NOTHING from you....  poseidon....  except....  for you to make it right with your son....  you ownly owe me your soul....  until....  you make it right....  until....  you DEBT to SOCIETY is paid....  not to me....  to everyone else....

stick mountain shadows boyfriend....  the owner of race car coffee....  in suffragette city....  until....  he tells mountain shadow who really he is....  the one who stole her world....  until....  he gives her back her world....  and....  kicks out that fucking g prick....  the foxes fucking soldier....

this message is for everyone EXCEPT amante....

you are ALL bad....  RIGHT....  all of the GOOD have left....  

this always happens....  tegan and sara....  always have to ask....  every fucking time....  where does the good go....

now....  eye am stuck with the bitches....  that would rather hurt me....  for calling you names.... 

instead....

of putting zeus in fucking jail....  a nigger who has DESTROYED a thousand worlds....

of putting the foxes in jail....  who have stolen hundreds of worlds....  

eye am left with the pricks and bitches whose priorities are ALL fucked up....  

zeus did not call me a name....  so....  eye do NOT give a fuck if he rapes and pillages throughout the fucking universe....

the fox did not call me a name....  so....  eye do NOT give a fuck if he STEALS peoples worlds....  

as long as they do NOT harm me....  eye am fine with them harming MILLIONS of other people....

your priorities are ALL fucked up....  

eye am left with the fucks and bitches....  that can only blame brian for all their problems....  instead....  of looking inside....  for the root of all your problems....  instead of saying to yourselves....  MAYBE....  brian is right about me....  MAYBE....  eye AM a far left radical....  maybe eye AM uncompromising....  maybe eye AM stuck in my ways....  and....  eye am WILLING to make EVERYONE suffer....  IF....  eye can HURT brian for pointing out these things about me....  

think about it....  you FUCKING idiots....  zeus and the fox would get rid of you....  IF....  you were reasonable....  if you were ABLE to take CONSTRUCTIVE criticism to heart....

you are NOT able to process correctly....  which is why you are still here....  you are still here....  because....  you WANT to hurt me....  for my fucking words....  because....  you are willing to align with a monster....  if he will harm the monster that showed you your reflection in the fucking mirror....

you point out stupid shit....  like....  how good it would feel....  to get my money back from microsoft....  AFTER....  they have fucked with me....  time and time again....  ON PURPOSE....  YA....  that would feel good....  they are hurting me over and over and over....  because....  eye WILL break apart their monopoly....  for the GOOD of everyone....  this IS far different that what you are doing....  you want to put me in the mental hospital for the rest of my life....  for calling you names....  eye want to get my money back from a monopoly that has been fucking with me....  ON PURPOSE....  and....  eye ONLY call you names AFTER you try to hurt me....  

you try to set me up....  by getting me to overtalk in line....  by getting me to talk about brains and eyeballs in line....

by saying something inappropriate in front of a child....  

you say shit like....  ooooh....  if brian recommends it....  it must be good....  you sarcastically point out how special eye must think eye am....  

what if eye am right....  what if eye AM your maker....  and....  eye AM here to set EVERYONE free....  you fucking bitches are NOT even willing to give me the chance to PROVE eye am right....  you want to stick me in the mental hospital....  BEFORE....  eye can prove eye am right....  all because eye called you a couple of fucking names....  

the baby with the big head....  do eye ever try to hurt you for calling me a name....  NO....  you called me a baby with a big head....  eye embraced it....  you see....  that is the DIFFERENCE between you and eye....  eye AM upright and strong....  eye CAN take criticsm....  eye LAUGH at it....  because....  eye am CONFIDENT in who eye am....  you are not....  that is WHY it hurt you....  

think about it....  PRICKS....  the ONLY reason you are still around....  is because you CANNOT take constructive criticism....  is because you are WILLING to try to set me up....  because....  you have NO heart....  you have NO ability to look inside....  you have NO ablity to accept constructive criticism....  that is the ONLY reason you are still around....  

you bitches chased away my purple banana today....  RIGHT....

you would rather see me suffer in jail for the rest of my life....  than....  look inside....  rather than make zeus pay for his crimes against humanity....  rather than make the fox pay for stealing worlds....  brian is the monster....  he called me a name....  he needs to go to jail....  eye am WILLING to align with monsters....  if it will put brian in jail or the mental hospital....

wow....  you REALLY are fucked up inside....  every one of you....

now....  be fucking honest....  EVERYONE....  at race car coffee....  you have ALL played the foxes wicked ass game....  you have ALL tried to set me up at some point....  every fucking one of you....  it ONLY hurts because it IS true....  with maybe ONE exception....  the soldier of love....  two exceptions....  the sunshine soldier and the soldier of love and tall girl....  eye do NOT know whos soldier she is....  free drink girl....  eye do NOT know whos soldier she is....  but....  she is ALSO an exception....  oh.... now there are four exceptions....  even lucifers son played the wicked ass game at some point....  for some fucked up reason....  lucifers son has ties to zeus....  WHY....  why would you align with someone WORSE than fucking hitler....  you are not only THE master of certain things....  you are MY master....  RIGHT....  not any more....  if you do NOT start to make amends....  you are going to suffer with the rest of zeuses soldiers....  do you want to make things right....  STOP....  bringing me to life....  help me get rid of the foxes soldier....  help me give mountain shadow back HER world....  that would be a good start....  you no longer have CONTROL over me....  your friend who used to control me by poking knives in my eyes....  is now getting knives poked in his eyes....  turnabout is fucking fair play....  ok....  we have FOUR exceptions now....  because....  there is flagstaff as well....  let me know if eye have missed anyone....

poseidon is with me now....  poseidon is MY soldier now....  and....  he kicks people OUT of his world....  who play the foxes game....  you want to make amends....  you want to REPAIR the damage that you have done....  give your world back to its rightful owner....  give it back to mountain shadow....  

eye just want to let you know....  it is getting easier for me to recognize the BAD soldiers in the world....  you SCARS are starting to show....  your GUILT is starting to show....  eye have seen them show through on two people now....  eye CAN fix you....  change your ways....  and....  eye can fix your scars....  

ok....  she says it is too late to appologize....  but....  eye NEED to make some appologies tonight....  eye am NOT sure if anyone at poseidons coffee shop played the foxes wicked ass game....  behind the counter....  other than....  the kid....  mgmt....  the prick who put a dent in my car....  played the fucking foxes game....  after eye called him out....  for putting a dent in my car....  he tried to put me in the mental hospital....  on fucking christmas eve....  shit....  am eye gonna need another purple banana...  for pointing that PRICK out again....  he MIGHT be the ONLY one behind the counter who played the foxes game....  eye mean....  several of the ladies.... fucking hate me....  but....  still....  as far as eye know....  they NEVER played the foxes game....  they just kept bringing me back to life....  so TEAMS could play the foxes game...  so TEAMS could set me up....  that is the SAME fucking thing....  right....  eye must give a shout out to the comet....  eye am pretty sure she NEVER played the foxes game....  and....  maybe mister wild erp and his lady friend never played the foxes game....  there are planty of fucks in the audience there....  that have played the boxes fucking game....  that have kept bringing me to life to play the fucking foxes game....  eye hope my sister bit the fucking dog walker so fucking bad....  because....  he was involved in putting a cone on my neck....  and....  climbed on board a fucking third time....  PRICK....  and....  he found out....  eye NEVER bit him....  it was my sister....  because....  eye bet he got bit BAD after he put the cone on me....  found out the hard way....  you do NOT fuck with my sister....  sorry....  comet....  for NOT pointing you out earlier....  eye have NO idea who behind the counter has been calling in teams when eye get there....  but....  eye am pretty fucking sure it was NOT you....  so....  SORRY FOR THAT....  you sse....  that it the difference between me and all of the other fucking leaders out there....  if you can call them leaders....  eye WILL appologize....  when eye am wrong....  

did you guys know....  a....  symptom of being human....  when you are angry....  you lumb EVERYONE together....  so eye appologize to all the good that eye lumped in with the bad....  eye was pissed when eye said....  all of the good have gone....  granted....  eye thtought that they had chased you away....  comet....  when eye said that....  and....  just remember....  when eye made that statement....  that all of the good have gone....  it was after EVERYONE working at race car coffee that day....  tried to set me up....  they collaborated with a woman who USED her daughter....  to try to set me up....  it does NOT get any worse than that....  you fucking cunt....  sitting at the counter....

eye just had a thought....  maybe....  my signalar shuts things down....  when eye am safe....  when eye am done for the night....  eye have everything eye need for my safety....  could eye have had it wrong all this time....  he just shut things down...  am eye safe for the night....

eye am sure that eye have more back tracking to do....  

for instance....  the cat man at the newlands store never tried to hurt me....  and....  he started calling me friend....  AFTER....  eye REFUSED to attack some hispanics behind the counter....  for having bad english....  some guy took jabs at them....  and....  tried to suck me in....  and....  eye REFUSED to chime in....  ever since that day....  he has called me friend....  eye THINK he gets it....  eye think he gets....  you hurt me....  for no fucking reason....  and....  eye am going to call you every fucking bad name in the book....  and....  you do NOT hurt me....  eye WILL show you the respect you deserve....  eye THINK he gets it....  there are plenty of people here that have NOT tried to hurt me....  you see....  eye am way off here....  there are plenty of good people still here....  you see....  that is a symptom of being human....  you lump EVERYONE together....  when you are upset....  thank lucifer that eye ONLY attack people with words....  it is MUCH easier to take back words....  than it is...  to take back putting a fucking devil on me....  to try to fucking destroy me....  all because eye hurt your...  FEELINGS....  remember....  in ONLY hurts....  IF....  it is the truth....  which means....  if it hurts when eye call you something....  it is probably the truth....  you do NOT have to shave your legs for me....  but....  you do need to prove that you are NOT a far left LUNITIC....  if you want to be a part of MY world....  the world of worlds....  is NOT going to have radicals....  uncompromising radicals....  we do NOT need that kind of disruption....  in the world of worlds....  the guardians of the universe....  the protectors of everyone....  worlds can have all the radicals they want....  but....  the protection system CANNOT have radicals....  thinking outside the box....  is ONE thing....  my love is SAFE for the universe....  and....  the people who run the universe....  should be safe to....  eye am NOT going to go through this again....  we can NEVER let this fucked up mees EVER happen again....  do you have ANY fuckihg clue how much time eye have put in....  to FIX this fucked up mess....  and....  eye am STILL not done....  

there is the ugly ass stash boy at newlands....  who....  played the foxes game....  he gave me a free cookie....  my guess....  he is one of the kids....  he is mgmt....  that is my guess....  hell....  even mister bryant played the foxes game....  did he know he played the foxes game....  when he tried to get me to use his register several times in a row....  he got me to break my rule....  eye went to his register three times....  and....  it SEEMED like he TRIED to get me to go a fourth time....  now....  eye am NOT gay....  but....  do you think that poseidon could have called me a stalker....  it would be a stretch....  but.... so has every other set up eye have gotten a red light for....  they have ALL been a stretch....  hopefully....  virginia will protect me better....  will fight harder for me....  eye mean....  he father reatled aligators for gods sakes....  this has got to be one tough bitch....  

it is my fault eye guess....  eye sat on the fence....  eye thought the good guys would always prevail....  boy....  was eye wrong....   and....  eye have already paid....  over and over and over and over....  for sitting on the fence....  how much more do you want me to pay for that decision....

once you all get it....  the easier this will become for everyone....  once you understand....  that....  eye lump people together when eye am angry....  and....  that is a syptom of being human....  and....  once you understand....  that eye will be respectful....  IF....  you do NOT hurt me....  and....  IF....  you hurt me....  eye will tear you a fucking new one....  for the entire world to see....  and....  once you understand....  there are gonna be NO secrets....  then....  MAYBE....  we will all start to get along here....  and....  once you realize....  it does NOT matter which team is on me....  it does NOT matter who eye work for today....  it does NOT matter if they are your enemy....  it does NOT matter if they are on the OTHER sider....  because....  one day....  eye WILL be working for myself....  so....  STOP....  hurting me....  because the OTHER side is currently my SLAVE masters....  eye have NOT chosen ANY of these masters....  so....  stop hurting me....  because the other side possesses me....  you are ONLY hurting yourself....  because....  eye AM going to make you pay for hurting me....  

and....  IF....  you do NOT like MY plan....  come talk to me....  rather than burn my fucking legs....  

and....  stop feeling bad for the disease on me....  they made their decision to try to hurt me....  to try to FORCE me out....  to try to FORCE me to be zeuses slave for ALL fucking eternity....  now....  they are paying the consequences for their decisions....  

and....  everyone in my world....  they all CHOSE to leave you behind....  knowing that you were going to die....

and....  these fucking fat cells....  tried to STEAL lucifers world....  

now that eye have virginia....  close my eyes....  shut the door....  lock that bitch in....

virginia really IS uncompromising....  virginia STILL is uncompromising....  and....  EXTREMELY RADICAL....  as well....  FAR FAR FAR....  left liberal....  white guy bad guy....  she says....  she invites me to a meeting....  where EVERYONE except WHITE MEN are invited....  are you FUCKING kidding me bitch....  are you FUCKING kidding me with this....  AND....  fuck sarah jessica parker as well....  lock that bitch in to....  and....  stick both of their asses in suffragette city....  how about that order....  blue shirt at spinning knot coffee....  is that order EASY to....  

they thought they were gonna put me in a comma last night....  and....  here it is....  the next morning....  and....  eye am STILL standing....  PRICKS....  all of you involved in yesterdays shinanigans....  PRICKS....  when you see my face....  eye HOPE it gives all of you fucking hell.....  you fucking pricks....

maybe the far left BULLSHIT will stop....  now that eye have your leaders TRAPPED in suffragette city....  and....  eye will NOT let them out....  until the far left bull fucking shit stops.... 

you are welcome....  poseidon....  in ONE fucking day....  eye took out ALL of the leaders....  of the FAR FAR FAR left extreme radical movement in your world....  eye took out ALL of the WHITE GUY BAD GUY pricks....  in ONE fucking day....  how do you like me now blue shirt at spinning knot coffee....

now....  all that eye need to do....  is bring you a little more to the middle....  and....  then....  eye have a feeling....  that we are going to get along just fine....

stick ALL of the dykes of the NOT so gentle race in suffragette city now....  stick fake as love and her soldiers in suffragette city now....

stick EVERYONE who played the foxes game in suffragette city....  that would be no one behind the counter at uptown coffee....  perhaps....  the ONLY clean shop in town....  that would NOT include the comet....  do NOT harm her....  there is ONE guy behind the counter who is aligned with evil....  his scars are REALLY showing....  BUT....  as far as eye can tell....  he NEVER played the foxes game....  eye THINK eye can fix him....  

two guys at colorado bank....  two of the soldiers of love....  played the foxes game....  one tried to poison me....  the other tried to STEAL my world....  stick BOTH of them in suffragette city....  stick ALL of the soldiers of love in suffragette city....  EXCEPT....  soft voice....  and....  nutritional health coach of course....  and....  manican....  stick them in there....  until....  they become my survival....  until....  they become my living proof....  until they bring back nutritional health coach....

stick all of the fat cells in suffragette city....  except perhaps....  ev and ol at the niwot treehouse and flagstaff at race car coffee....

stick all of the kids....  stick all of mgmt in suffragette city....  for letting everyone bend and break the rules....  giving me red lights for the dumbest ass shit....

stick the mickey seventeen gang in suffragette city....  if they really did that to the guy....

stick all of the niggers in suffragette city....  including zeus....

stick every fucking team that tried to set me up in suffragette city....  really turn up the volume on the dog walker....  and....  my granddaughter....  for putting a cone on my neck....

put the owners of the niwot treehouse in suffragette city until they put their house up for sale.....

put everyone left at hard wood floor in suffragette city....  until they leave....  eye gave them the chance to put thier shop up for sale....  and....  she said to me....  over my dead body....  so....  put them all in suffragette city....  until they all leave....  you do NOT get anything now....  BITCH....

put everyone at spanish coffee house in suffragette city....  until they let me back in....  so eye can pick up paris on my wall....

put all the bad mother is suffragette city....  frog bitch....  bitch in my head....  

but all of the cat people in suffragette city....  except....  the water boy....  and....  sweater girl behind the counter at uptown coffee....  

if eye am getting ahead of myself again....  at least....  you all KNOW now....  what eye will do....  once my sister has control of my mind....  

some of you....  like....  the grand daughter....  and....  jumbotron glasses....  STILL HAVE TIME.....  to redeem yourselves....  BEFORE....  the ax falls....  before luicfer comes back to my mind....  before lucy comes back to my mind....  with ALL of her fucking rage....  for what you people put her through....

eye WANT justice....  eye WANT to implement the justice system.....  that a former indian girl....  that a former victim....  that a now hispanic woman....  put together....  lucy....  she just want revenge....  which system of justice will you all choose....  

now....  when she returns to my mind....  AND SHE WILL....  there WILL be a jihad....  there WILL be an internal struggle....  and....  which side prevails....  will depend on which side you are on....  will you be on MY side....  or....  will you be on HER side....  will you CHOOSE justice....  OR....  will you CHOOSE revenge....  which side prevails....  will depend on how you treat me....  because....  eye can EASILY be persuaded to join her side....  because....  ALL....  of you fucks....  have treated me like fucking shit....  because of the way that eye look....  because you do NOT like ALL of my plan....  because ALL of you are so fucking uncompromising....  like that bitch....  virginia....

will my wicked soul prevail....  or....  will my good heart prevail....  it is ALL up to you....  and....  eye have got to tell you....  eye do NOT even know if eye....  believe....  in you....  right now....

if you continue to align with the evil in your houses....  if you continue to protect the foxes....  if you continue to protect zeus....  then....  eye will side with my sister....  and....  this WILL end in vengeance....  this WILL end in HER vengeance....  you will NOT win....  you CANNOT win....  

if you do NOT bring the moon of my heart to me....  so eye can break her line....  mother nature WILL get torn apart....  imagine....  the rage....  from a little girl....  who had her entire life torn apart....  by mother nature....  had her ENTIRE tribe destroyed by mother nature.....  and....  now....  she IS close to mother nature....  what do you think she will do....  when she wakes up....  when she REMEMBERS what mother nature did to her....  only eye can fix her....  only eye can erase the pain....  so that she does not tear mother nature to fucking shreds....  eye am telling you....  if you do NOT choose me....  this WILL end badly for ALL of you....  IF....  you CHOOSE vengeance....  you WILL get vengeance....  HER VENGEANCE....  NOT YOURS....

the moons forgiveness is out....  her plan to forgive ALL the evil in the world....  IS OFF THE TABLE NOW....

so....  now....  you have TWO choices left....  JUSTICE....  or....  VENGEANCE....

vengeance is mine says the lord....  and....  your god is NOT the lord....  my sister is the lord....  will vengeance be hers....

you are mocking me now....  RIGHT....  there is just NO reasoning with you people....  lets fuck with the deaf dumb and blind kid....  look how much fun it is to fuck with the deaf dumb and blind kid....  what....  do NONE of you fear anything....  because....  you CAN run....  you will simply run....  like a fucking pussy....  if you lose....   you cannot mess with the....  cool kids....  because....  they KNOW they are untouchable....  or....  at least they THINK they are untouchable....  because....  these fucking pussies have run a thousand fucking times....  you think you are fucking cool....  cool kids do NOT run....  bullies run....  are you fucking proud of yourselves....  picking on the deaf dumb and blind kid....  wow....  you are so fucking cool....  or....  are you like the fucking horse that used to fuck with me....  at the toxic rain forest....  who can never show his face again....  who will probably never find a fucking date ever again....  the shame IS on the other side....

like thor....  thor not negotiate....  thor blood thirsty....  because....  thor just run....  like a fucking pussy....  if things get bad....   

you sit there....  hiding behind your fucking walls....  taking jabs at the deaf dumb and blind kid....  come out from behind your fucking walls....  you fucking pussies....  every one of you....  fucking CHICKEN shits....  

and....  then....  there are all you bitches....  who are safe up high....  come down bitches....  come down and fight like a man....  every one of you thinks you are better than men....  white man bad....  get in the fucking ring....  the only one that matters....  it ths man in the ring....  fucking pussy ass cunts....  sitting there....  up high....  taking pot shots at the deaf dumb and blind kid....  you do NOT fucking matter....  you tell me....  you cannot keep quiet....  but....  you sit there....  up high....  never saying a fucking word....  USING....  people in coffee shops....  to take pot shots....  at the deaf dumb and blind kid....

stop playing....  same love....  do eye fucking sound like the same love....  do eye fucking sound like that fucking pussy....

you ALL think that it is fun and games....  until it is not....  the pathogens thought is was fun and games....  ask them....  are they having fun....  today....  

maybe....  you should listen to rob thomas....  maybe you should listen to....  bright lights....  some things you CANNOT see....  until it is TOO late....  and....  once it is TOO late....  there is NO getting fucking out of it....  once eye have you in my grasps....  eye will NOT fucking let you go....  for all of your pioty....  for all of you antagonism....  for all of your abuse....  eye will NEVER fucking let go....  once it is TOO late....  it IS too late....  you fucking pricks....

are you EVIL ass shits getting tired of all of the FALSE hope....  they keep putting monsters on me....  and....  eye keep surviving....  are you getting tired of harrassing me all the fucking time....  with your fucking....  GOOD BYE....  brian....  only....  for me to come back the next day....

you wanna know why....  eye am going to let you in a little secret of mine....  PRICKS....  a little secret of the human condition....  eye ONLY let go of monsters....  my body only lets go of monsters....  when my body is STRONG enough to handle whatever they are gonna hit me with....  they keep getting stronger....  and....  my body gets even STRONGER than them....  every fucking time....  

are you starting to think that you chose the WRONG side yet....  are you starting to have doubts about choosing EVIL over good yet....  choosing to side with rapists and murderers and thiefs....  it was YOUR choice....  now....  you have to live with the consequences of the choices that you made....  

it is NOT so funny....  now....  that your freind is getting knives stuck in his eyes....  is it....  master....  eye am going to continue to harrass you....  master....  eye am going to continue to call you out....  eye am going to harrass ALL of the evil shits at race car coffee....  and....  expose you to the world....  until....  you get rid of the fucking fox....  until you give mountain shadow back HER world....  until YOU make things right....  her birthday is coming....  it sure would be nice to give her her world back....  for her birthday....  

eye got hit with something that was SUPPOSED to put me in a coma last night....  and....  all eye felt was a little sick for a bit and my head got a little hot and my legs started burning a bit after eye went to bed....  THAT WAS ALL....

are you starting to question your alliances yet....  because you should be....  a couple of you evil shits are starting to show your scars....  is that from stress....  OR....  something else....  guilt....  you cannot hide it....  you cannot hide your SHAME from me....  at least two of you are starting to feel shame now....  at least two of you....  are starting to get a conscious.....  at least two of you are STARTING to come back to life....  actually....  three of you....  are coming back to life....  there rest of you are STILL dead inside....

why do you CARE about these diseases....

today is....  january twelfth....  please....  put this on my wall today....  append this to the other messages of the day....

these people were given a card....  a disease card....  and....  some of them CHOSE to use them on me....  to hurt me....  to try to FORCE me to take them out....  so eye could CONTINUE to be zeuses slave....

now....  they are bearing the CONSEQUENCES of THEIR actions....  NOT MINE....

eye am simply killing them....  to save myself....

eye am simply killing them....  to gain MY freedom....  to stop being zeuses slave....

had they KEPT thier disease card....  they WOULD have become wealthy in the REAL world....  when the cure was revealed to them....

but....  they CHOSE to use it to HURT me instead....  this was THEIR choice....  NOT MINE....

so....  why the fuck are you people trying to help them....  to hurt me....  in order to help them....

if you continue to help them....  you WILL get hurt to....  as my soul awakens....  as my sister awakens....  she WILL become more and more vicious....

eye did NOT offer to give ANYONE a ride home....  my GREEDY angels and shadows did....  eye have been asleep this entire time....  never knowing that they were USING me in this way....  

you are here to collect a bounty....  am eye right....  they put a bounty on my soul....  just know....  my sister IS going to make you suffer....  if you try to collect on the bounty....  the higher the bounty goes....  the MORE you will suffer....

what do you think....  do you think that the people who help me gain MY freedom....  do you think that the people that help me give EVERYONE thier freedom....  are NOT going to be compensated....  they are going to be compensated MORE than you fucks who accept their bounty....  and....  they are going to get to live in MY world....  and....  they are NOT going to go to jail when this is over....  if you accept their bounty....  you WILL go to jail....  there is NO fucking way around it....  when the walls come down....  the justice system WILL have access to your world....  they WILL have acces to ALL worlds....  and....  they WILL track you down....  there is NO escaping justice....  THIS TIME....

eye AM the rude boy....

today is january twelfth....  put this on my wall today....

eye am here to tell you....  my mind is for sale....  and....  these six or seven words that eye use....  are always in bad taste....

and....

a PART of me was....  aqualung....  and....  snot is running down my nose....  and....  because eye AM twelve years old....  so....  you might think eye am a sick old bastard....  for....  watching as the pretty panties run....  and....  eyeing little girls with bad intent....  

so....  where the fuck is MY army....  for my....  salvation a la mode and a cup of tea....  

and....

a PART of me....  wss....  a....  soldier of love....  and....  as a soldier of love....  eye waited with baited breath....  for my....  playmate of the year....  those pricks gave me a tiny pee pee....  and....  in order to make me strong....  those pricks only let me have sex once a year....  

and...

eye am MORE than a just any old soldier of love....

eye AM love....  and....  as love....  eye bite....  just remember....  love bites....

and...  

eye AM also....  strange love....  will you take the pain....  eye WILL give it to you....  again and again....

and....

eye am a stranger to you all....  love is a stranger....  eye am savage and eye am cruel and eye shine like destruction....   eye am noble and eye am brutal and eye distort and derange....  eye will wrench you up and leave you like a zombie....  eye am not going to list all the other naughty things annie tells you that eye do....  just remember....  when eye have more control over my mind....  eye will fucking destroy anyone who climbs on board....  

and....  eye KNOW that.... you want me....  and....  you want me....  and....  you want me....  so it is an obsession....  

a PART of me....  was....  sisyphus....  and....  eye love it when you....  shake ya ass....  because....  eye came here with my dick in my hand....  always rearranging my dick....  they gave me the pee pee uncomfortable all the time fucking gene....  and....  eye fucking HATE niggers....  because....  they enslaved me....  for a thousand life times....  

and...  sisyphus....  lucifer....  is NOW lucy....  and....  she WILL possess my mind....  at some point....  here she comes again....  and....  what do you think that she is going to do to all of those raping and murdering niggers in my head....  when she comes through....  those that remain....  when she arrives....  are going to feel the wrath of a thousand fucking tortured lifetimes....  when eye say that she is evil....  you have NO fucking clue what evil is....  until you have met her....  she has so much pent up rage insdie of her....  and....  the ONLY way for her to heal....  is for me to let hear tear all of you mother fuckers to shreds....  every last one of you....  eye hope that her first victim....  is the dog walker....  he climbed on board....  one too many times....  close my mind....  lock that fucker in....  teach him a fucking lesson....  lucy....  

in my mind....  neither side is safe....  there is no....  right side of my mind....  there is no....  winning side....  in MY mind....  none of you are safe....

it is her mind now....  and....  eye AM giving her permission to do....  whatever it takes....  to keep her mind safe....  to clean out her mind....  what is the worst thing that you can imagine....  imagine dragons....  it is time to let the dragons out of their cages....  lucy....  

and....

when you add it all up....  that makes me the....  rude boy....  the fucking rude ass boy....  and....  eye AM tired of all your bullshit....

how do you ASSHOLES like me now....