fuck YOU southerners....
today is.... january fifteenth.... put this on my wall tonight.... when eye go to ideal market....
what the fuck are you doing right now....
are you going after all of the bad northerners.... is that why mountain girl says she is sick.... did you tell her she is sick....
who the fuck are you to judge.... just because they are on the other side.... you are going to judge them....
and...
what the fuck.... do NOT tell me that eye am mister happy go lucky....
when.... you are aligned with cronus.... which means you are aligned with zeus.... the fucking nigger who rapes and pilages throughout the fucking galaxy....
who are you to judge.... the moon was judging.... now.... you are judging.... if they are on the other side.... they are bad.... if they are on your side.... you are going to allow them to make amends.... NO FUCKING WAY....
look.... you fucking forced me to engage with the fat cell at the organic produce store.... when.... eye am almost certain.... she has hit me over and over and over.... with a big fucking smile on her face.... she loved it.... she enjoyed it....
and....
you have to CONVINCE me that eye am wrong about her.... that the b & b sisters.... at the organic produce store.... are NOT enslaving the french.... you MUST convince me that eye am wrong.... eye CAN be wrong.... but.... eye THINK that my intuition.... that my sisters FEMALE intuition.... is USUALLY pretty fucking spot on.... so.... if they have enslaved the dragon and others.... they WILL pay for it.... no matter which side they are on....
and....
why did you single out mountain girl....
and....
fuck you.... you think that because the south has me.... eye am going to all of a sudden forgive the foxes soldiers.... NO FUCKING WAY.... they ARE thieves.... they ARE going to jail.... eye do NOT give a fuck which side they are on....
and....
eye am NOT about to become friendly with ANOTHER fucking fat cell.... every fucking one of them.... except.... ev at the niwot treehouse.... has fucked with me.... sucked me in.... PRETENDING.... to be buddy buddy with me.... and.... then fucking hit me.... when eye least expect it.... eye am NOT about to let another fucking fat cell in.... there is ONLY one that eye trust.... there is ONLY one that did not hurt me.... that ACTUALLY went against the grain.... and.... helped me.... and.... eye am SURE that she took a lot of shit from the rest of the fat cells.... for doing it.... she IS my ONLY exception right now....
and....
someone needs to tell the manager at mcguckins coffee.... that he IS a fucking prick.... do NOT try to make me accept him.... just because he is on YOUR team.... just because he is on YOUR side....
now.... eye have a system.... and.... it does NOT care whose side you are on.... it does NOT care what race you are.... it does NOT care what you SAY to people.... it ONLY cares about your actions.... have you been genuine.... have you helped people.... have you hurt people.... have you been honest.... have you lied.... have you decieved.... have you hurt people.... simply.... because you could.... were you just following orders.... because you HAD to follow them.... OR.... did you get some sick twisted sense of enjoyment in hurting people.... did you GIVE the orders to hurt someone.... did you give me a purple banana out of the kindness of your heart.... or.... did you DEMAND something in return.... did you demand eye become your slave.... OR.... like today.... did you DEMAND that eye be kind to someone that eye BELIEVE is a monster.... for my purple banana.... did you use your powers.... to get YOUR way.... to you USE your power.... to control or manipulate or or or or..... or.... were you one of the people.... walking down the street.... who GAVE me a purple banana.... NO STRINGS ATTACHED.... my sister KNOWS all.... she knows everything.... and.... she has a system.... she does NOT care if you are black or white.... she ONLY cares if you are good or evil.... she only cares if you have hurt people.... OR.... if you have helped people.... no strings attached.... you are only evil if you work for zeus.... white black brown yellow whatever.... she does NOT care about the color of your skin.... she probably does NOT even know the color of your skin.... she ONLY cares.... about your actions.... about your deeds.... and.... right now.... so many of you ARE really fucking up.... how many fucking teams have tried to control and manipulate and enslave and imprison me.... how many of you teams have come to collect the bounty on my soul.... jesus.... eye must have gone through forty or fifty by now.... that is a lot of BAD fucking people.... how many of you have laughed in my face.... or.... antagonized me with your fucked up.... eye got you.... or.... goodbye brian.... how many of you get pleasure from someones pain.... none of you people were force to be soldiers in this wicked ass game.... most of you CHOSE to be soldiers.... because.... you ENJOY hurting people.... there is something really wrong with you people.... you could quit.... many many GOOD people have quit.... the game got to them.... their soul.... their spirits.... their hearts.... could NOT handle it....
how many of you.... are willing to ALIGN with fucking EVIL people.... to PROTECT your power.... how many of you are holding on to your power.... with everything you have got.... although.... the power that you are holding on to.... will one day.... be entirely meaningless.... and.... yet.... you are STILL holding on to it....
now.... eye see some hope.... eye see some shame shining through in some of you.... eye see your scars.... and.... shame.... is the first sign.... that your heart is starting to open up.... right now.... three of you.... in the entire fucking world.... eye have seen three of you.... start.... to come alive....
where is the rest of your shame.... where is the rest of your empathy.... where is the rest of your love....