eye INSIST on MY team....
the gray team.... is there a gray team.... if there is.... then... eye do NOT know what color to be....
but....
if there is not.... eye want to be the gray team.... the middle color.... the color that is dead.... the color that is in the middle.... of.... black and white....
so.... remember....
my songs know what you did in the dark....
and...
my songs know who should be on my team....
now....
these are ONLY guesses.... after all.... that is really all eye am doing here....
playing a guessing game....
the chapters contained in this section.... are MY best guesses.... of who eye WANT on my team....
also.... eye WANT to look back.... eye am GONNA look back.... eye am gonna REQUEST that certain people return from my past....
do NOT come.... do NOT join me....
UNLESS....
you agree to MY plan....
you are willing to help me die.... you are willing to set me free....
you are NOT made of greed....
you are willing to let me be.... quarterback AND coach AND owner....
and....
most importantly.... do NOT come.... UNLESS.... you are WILLING to.... speak to me....
eye NEED the sun to work FOR me....
now the sun is keeping me alive....
once eye climbed an ivory tower.... so eye could worship from above.... and....
when eye climbed down to be set free.... she just took me in again....
once eye dug an early grave.... to find a better land.... she just laughed at me.... and.... took her blues back again....
they call her the.... big hard sun.... because....
she leave the shadows.... on.... one tree hill.... and.... she leaves NO shadows.... only scars carved in stone....
so....
maybe the shadows will help me....
you see....
eye NEED the sun to work FOR me....
poseidon is working for me now.... so....
now.... eye just need to figure out how to get the sun to work FOR me....
eye NEED the hollow moon....
today is.... january twentieth....
today.... she is telling me to look for the.... hollow moon....
zeus has a couple hundred moons....
eye am only asking for a few.... for now....
dark necessities.... are part of my design.... and.... we have MANY moons that are deep at play....
time to run away for a couple of years.... just to prove eye have never been free....
clean the slate.... crash my car.... kill my mind.... put my heart in a blender.... burn my eyes out...
then.... let us runaway to the hollow moon.... they will NEVER find me here....
eye NEED blue....
today is.... january twentythird....
today.... SHE.... says that eye need to be tangled up in blue....
eye need to be.... tangled up in blue.... as long as blue is independent now....
will eye get the REAL blue this time....
eye NEED the blue moon....
today is.... january nineteenth....
she wants the.... blue moon revisited.... she wants another chance with the blue moon....
we can give the blue moon another try.... as long as the blue moon.... is a woman....
the moon is supposed to be feminine energy.... eye will not take any male moons with me....
stay away.... blue moon.... if you are a man....
eye NEED the black bird....
today is.... january ninetheenth....
black bird.... singing in the dead of need....
you have only been waiting.... for THIS moment to arise....
you were onlhy waiting.... for THIS moment to be free....
black bird.... as long as you are free.... as long as you will work for me.... as long as you will help me die.... as long as you will set me free.... as long as you agree to MY plan....
fly into the light of a long black night.... and.... come and find me....