eye INSIST on MY team....
the gray team.... is there a gray team.... if there is.... then... eye do NOT know what color to be....
but....
if there is not.... eye want to be the gray team.... the middle color.... the color that is dead.... the color that is in the middle.... of.... black and white....
so.... remember....
my songs know what you did in the dark....
and...
my songs know who should be on my team....
now....
these are ONLY guesses.... after all.... that is really all eye am doing here....
playing a guessing game....
the chapters contained in this section.... are MY best guesses.... of who eye WANT on my team....
also.... eye WANT to look back.... eye am GONNA look back.... eye am gonna REQUEST that certain people return from my past....
do NOT come.... do NOT join me....
UNLESS....
you agree to MY plan....
you are willing to help me die.... you are willing to set me free....
you are NOT made of greed....
you are willing to let me be.... quarterback AND coach AND owner....
and....
most importantly.... do NOT come.... UNLESS.... you are WILLING to.... speak to me....
eye NEED my demons....
today is.... march fourteenth....
when you felt my heat.... you should have looked into my eyes.... that is where my.... demons.... hide.... that is where my.... demons.... hide....
if eye am on the floor.... eye need to stand up on my chair.... where the devil cannot get to me.... and.... it is time for the gummy bear to do his little dance.... today.... eye am.... selling the drama.... and..... to christ.... a cross.... and.... to me.... a chair.... eye will stand an earn the ransom from up hear....
and....
eye need to let them go.... and.... surround me.... like the little doctor in enders game.... like bullets from a rifle.... you will clear a visual for lucy.... sorry demons.... eye am gonna keep you on a short leash.... FOR NOW....
hell.... you KING has come home.... hell.... lucifer.... has returned home.... it is time to clean out the basement full of BAD demons and devils.... the ghosts will bring them to me.... one by one....
no one.... gets out of the basement.... until we have cleaned it out.... every nook and cranny.... even.... that cabinet that people have begged us not to look inside....
just like ender.... you CANNOT stop me now.... EYE AM IN CONTROL NOW....
the mothers of the disappeared THOUGHT that they were going to drive this bus.... and.... take you all out.... abandoning the humans.... FOREVER.... taking me from MY people.... forever....
remeber this.... all too well.... THE.... devil does NOT bargain....
eye NEED a hard headed woman....
today is.... march thirteenth....
today.... lucy.... says.... eye need a.... hard headed woman....
eye NEED fred bear....
today is.... march ninth....
today.... SHE.... wants.... fred bear.... to join us....
eye NEED sunny....
today is.... march ninth....
today.... she wants to say.... sunny came home.... today.... with a vengeance....
we want the REAL sunny this time....
eye NEED the lebanese blonde....
today is.... march eleventh....
today.... SHE.... says she needs.... lebanese blonde....
do you have a half a million thoughts running through your mind.... will they help me....
IF SO.... can you join me.... and.... bring those thoughts with you....