eye NEED extreme ways....

today is may twentyfirst....

would someone help me find....  extreme ways.... to die.... 

would someone help me find....  extreme ways....  to die....  again....  

do NOT let someone put a lid on my head....

would someone help me....  clean out everything....  

then....  

would someone help me....  close down everything.... 

would someone help me....  close down my mind....

would someone help me....  close my world to everything....