eye WILL drown myself....

today....  is december eighteenth....

today....  SHE....  is giving me permission....   to sing a....  suckers prayer....

today....  SHE....  is giving me permission....  to put rocks in my pants....  and.....  throw myself in the river and drown....

today....  eye WILL drown myself....  eye will put rocks in my pockets....  and....  throw myself in the river and drown....