eye am NOT in the service of any queen....

eye am NOT the....  rain king....  eye do NOT belong in the service of the queen....

eye do NOT feel like....  eye have seen all GOOD people....  turn their heads each day....  eye really do NOT feel like eye have seen many good people....  OR....  at least all of the good people seem to disappear....  eye am with....  tegan and sarah....  where does the good go....  where have ALL the good people in my life gone to....  OR....  is that what you mean....  by....  eye have seen all good people turn their heads each day....  so satisfied eye am on my way....  does turning their heads equate to disappearing from my life....  

eye am not here....  for the queen to USE me any way she wants....

eye belong in MY own service....

no father or mother is going to make this place my home....

eye am going to make this place MY home....  eye do NOT need anyone else to do it for me....

not with all your fucked up back room deals....  

eye WANT to be dead....  eye WANT to be homeless....

the only one whose service eye belong in....  is my soul sister....  my shadow....  my divine feminine....  lucy....

SHE....  will take care of me....  better than anyone else will....  

as....  love spreads....  throughout my body....  as....  my sister takes control....  as....  you....  awake my soul....  

my sister will take over....  she will take it from here....  my sister IS the messiah....  she can save me....  she can save you....  she can save everyone....  better than any king or queen can....

eye did NOT have any king or queen with me....  last night....  did eye....  and....  yet....  eye STILL survived....  that is because....  my sister got me through the night....  

eye most certainly....  do NOT belong in the service of....  mother nature....  who came to swallow me....  in the mental hospital....  with her totally fucked up....  totally annoying....  soldier....  who creates a monster like that....  who makes someone like that....  their fucking soldier....