eye NEED games of love....

today is....  january twentythird....

she wants to know....  why are you always in a.....  mood....  

today....  she also wants to know....  can we play games of love....

can we play games of love....  so that eye can avoid the depression....

this is a very critical time for me....

going off zyprexa....  eye hae got to work hard to stay out of depression....  eye have got to work hard to avoid anxiety....

it certainly does not help when largest operating system fucks with me....  it certainly does not help....  when someone say....  they got you....  over a fucking door TAP....  over a total fucking setup....  the mothers fucking let the iterations fly until they had one that fucking set me up....  in a VERY fucking minor way....  eye mean....  jail....  because of a fucking door tap....  give me a fucking break....