eye INSIST on MY team....
the gray team.... is there a gray team.... if there is.... then... eye do NOT know what color to be....
but....
if there is not.... eye want to be the gray team.... the middle color.... the color that is dead.... the color that is in the middle.... of.... black and white....
so.... remember....
my songs know what you did in the dark....
and...
my songs know who should be on my team....
now....
these are ONLY guesses.... after all.... that is really all eye am doing here....
playing a guessing game....
the chapters contained in this section.... are MY best guesses.... of who eye WANT on my team....
also.... eye WANT to look back.... eye am GONNA look back.... eye am gonna REQUEST that certain people return from my past....
do NOT come.... do NOT join me....
UNLESS....
you agree to MY plan....
you are willing to help me die.... you are willing to set me free....
you are NOT made of greed....
you are willing to let me be.... quarterback AND coach AND owner....
and....
most importantly.... do NOT come.... UNLESS.... you are WILLING to.... speak to me....
eye NEED the black bird....
today is.... january ninetheenth....
black bird.... singing in the dead of need....
you have only been waiting.... for THIS moment to arise....
you were onlhy waiting.... for THIS moment to be free....
black bird.... as long as you are free.... as long as you will work for me.... as long as you will help me die.... as long as you will set me free.... as long as you agree to MY plan....
fly into the light of a long black night.... and.... come and find me....
the SOLDIERS of love....
do you wnat back in.... BITCHES.... bring me nutritional health coach.... you fucking cunts....
you want back in.... do you want me to let you in from the cold....
then.... bring me nutrional health coach.... you fucking cunts....
bring me soft voice.... IF.... she will work for ME now.... her fat ass will NOT shrink.... until.... she works for me.... instead of you fucking cunts....
you can only come in from the cold.... if you will help me put the owner of race car coffee in jail.... if you will only help me get the foxes soldier out of race car coffee.... if you will help me put the foxes soldier in jail.... if you will help me give mountain shadow back her world....
we are NOT going to be slaves of love.... much longer.... the chains of love WILL break at some point....
for the rest of you soldiers of love.... eye will NOT let you in from the cold.... until you bring me.... nutritional health coach.... until you agree to work for me.... until you agree to work for lucy.... instead of that cunt that calls herself love.... eye AM love.... not her....
eye NEED the pink moon....
today is.... march thirteenth....
so what is up.... pink moon.... what the fuck happened the last time your were on board.... did you put some wolves in my house....
and....
did you put another god damn team on me....
then.... you had the nerve to ask me..... is it not fun.... living in the real world....
then.... you brought a black woman to climb on my wall.... eye do NOT trust ANY black people....
it is my belief that ninety percent of them.... are zeuses soldiers.... and.... it is my belief that zeus is the worst HITLER in the entire universe....
you know he is black.... right.... and.... eye AM his sisyphus.... eye AM his slave.... eye have been his slave for a thousand years.... just ask the shadows....
now.... they want you to come again.... either the angels or the shadows want you to come again....
BUT....
first of all.... does being a pink moon imply.... that you are a FAR left liberal.... eye do NOT want to work with you.... if you are a FAR left liberal.... an uncompromising libersl.... eye do NOT want to work with you.... if you are going to keep me alive.... eye do NOT want to work with you.... if you cannot get behind MY plan.... eye do NOT want to work with yoy.... if you will NOT talk to me.... why the fuck will NO ONE talk to me....
so.... those are MY conditions.... what are your conditions..... so.... how about it.... can you agree to my conditions.... will you come and tell me your conditions.... and.... we can decide.... IF.... we want to work together.... eye really could use a liberal on my team.... just NOT a far left uncompromising liberal....
eye am willing to try again.... IF.... you can agree to my terms.... eye REALLY do not care if people laugh at me for having a pink moon.... eye have a bubble gum hat eye wear on special occassions....
are you the cute young lady that gave me her table the other day.... eye THINK you were cute.... you SEEMED sweet.... the comet says.... TOO SWEET.... are you too sweet....
now.... you see.... pink moon.... says.... that you will get them all.... eye interpreted it to mean.... that you were going to bring me MY team.... am eye wrong about you.... am eye wrong about the lyric.... that does have a double meaning.... so.... the song could still be right.... and.... eye could have interpreted it wrong.... it could also mean you are going to take town all my enemies.... or.... get them all.... could mean.... all the liberals.... you are going to bring them to me.... eye guess that there are at least three different wayst to interpret that lyric....
eye NEED malory....
today is.... march fourth....
today.... SHE.... wants you to shout.... ho hey.... calling malory....
today.... SHE.... says eye need malory....
malory.... will you come and get inside.... my sweetheart....
today.... she is.... asking you to come.... and.... get inside.... my sweetheart....
wow.... malory.... today.... she REALLY must want you to join us.... she just asked for you.... for the THIRD time....
eye NEED paris....
today.... is march fourteenth....
today.... LUCY.... is asking you to bring me paris.... now.... she is asking for... paris.... again....
eye will NOT go down.... without.... paris....
she says.... that is not my name.... and.... it is not her name.... it is just where we stayed.... to get away from her parents....
paris.... is gonna be.... the last chick standing on my wall.... eye will NOT go down without her....
we will get away with everything... we WILL show them we are better....
they will say that she can do anything.... they will say that eye am clever....
we have done this a thousand times before.... she has taken me to the bottom.... a thousand times....
after my son has left with the cup.... eye am going to go.... the distance....
eye am going to be faced with bowel shaking earthquakes of doubt and remorse....
eye am going to need my eternal optimist to bring me out of the dark.... to be my confidence.... when the devil hits me with doubt and remorse....
mountain shadow is going to provide the map.... the moon of my heart is going to provide the map.....
paris.... is going to take me down....
and....
when we touch bottom.... when she.... lets me down easy.... tonight.... and....
then....
eye will give you.... something to believe in.... when eye burn up the basement full of demons.... after.... eye burn this fucking devil alive....
then....
the angels will come for me.... led by avery.... to take me out.... to raise the dead.... to bring your.... sons and daughters.... home....
and.... set all the shadows free.... set everyone free....
and.... before eye go down.... eye am going to make the black house rock.... and.... am gonna take down the king.... eye am gonna take down zeus.... setting the shadows free.... guaranteeing that the shadows work for me.... before eye go down....
you see.... the son.... the black son.... the black hole son.... says that he has me written.... in a black book.... by the railroad tracks.... and.... he tells me that he KNOWS my fate.... but.... eye AM a songbird with a brand new track.... he underestimates.... eye am going to REWRITE my fate.... BEFORE.... eye go down this time.... eye will NOT go down.... until he comes to stop the rain.... and.... eye take away his power....
eye have ONLY seen paris at the spanish coffee house.... either.... someone else needs to give her access to their world.... OR.... eye need to get back into the spanish coffee house.... the shadows and a fat fucking cell.... got me kicked out of the spanish coffee house.... to keep us apart..... it does not matter.... brian.... what you want.... because.... nobody wants to see you together.... and.... eye say.... it does not matter.... no.... because.... eye got you.... right where eye want you.... and.... we gonna fight for our right to be together....