eye INSIST on MY team....
the gray team.... is there a gray team.... if there is.... then... eye do NOT know what color to be....
but....
if there is not.... eye want to be the gray team.... the middle color.... the color that is dead.... the color that is in the middle.... of.... black and white....
so.... remember....
my songs know what you did in the dark....
and...
my songs know who should be on my team....
now....
these are ONLY guesses.... after all.... that is really all eye am doing here....
playing a guessing game....
the chapters contained in this section.... are MY best guesses.... of who eye WANT on my team....
also.... eye WANT to look back.... eye am GONNA look back.... eye am gonna REQUEST that certain people return from my past....
do NOT come.... do NOT join me....
UNLESS....
you agree to MY plan....
you are willing to help me die.... you are willing to set me free....
you are NOT made of greed....
you are willing to let me be.... quarterback AND coach AND owner....
and....
most importantly.... do NOT come.... UNLESS.... you are WILLING to.... speak to me....
eye NEED eileen....
today is.... february fifteenth....
today.... eye need eileen.... she says.... come on eileen....
come on people.... are you fucking kidding me.... that was NOT eileen.... at dragonfly....
however,,,.
eye did pick up someone eye wanted.... in the grocery line.... AFTER.... dragonfly....
despite your best efforts.... eye AM picking up MY team....
now....
eye will NOT go down.... until we sort all of this out.... eye will NOT go down.... until.... the white queen comes and speaks to me....
you leaders will NOT clean up your world.... but.... eye have a feeling.... the shadows are doing it for you....
you see.... WE.... are cleaning up your world.... WITHOUT YOU.... now....
you see what you have done.... you have FORCED the shadows and angels to start a.... revolution.... they do NOT trust you either....
eye NEED my friends....
today is.... february fifteenth....
today is.... hunting season.... where are my friends.... eye NEED them now....
cause.... eye am afraid.... it might me all for nothing....
eye NEED anna sun....
today is.... march fourteenth....
today.... SHE.... says.... eye need.... anna sun....
when the REAL anna sun climbs on board.... it is time to let my current sun go....
here is where eye will be today.... where is waldo going today....
eye NEED to call all MY ladies out....
today is.... february fifth....
today.... she says.... we are ALL inside this.... team....
today.... she says.... eye need to call all MY ladies out.... then.... eye need to bring MY boys in....
we are ALL inside this team.... we are tired of being told to throw our hands in the air....
we live in cities you will never see on the screen.... not very pretty.... but we sure know how to run things....
eye NEED a season....
today.... is february third....
today..... she says eye need a season.... because.... seasons do NOT fear the reaper....
preferably.... the winter.... because..... eye want to leave them alll.... severed.....
and.....
she says.... eye am aligned to the winter....
heading to the brewing market now.....