eye INSIST on MY team....
the gray team.... is there a gray team.... if there is.... then... eye do NOT know what color to be....
but....
if there is not.... eye want to be the gray team.... the middle color.... the color that is dead.... the color that is in the middle.... of.... black and white....
so.... remember....
my songs know what you did in the dark....
and...
my songs know who should be on my team....
now....
these are ONLY guesses.... after all.... that is really all eye am doing here....
playing a guessing game....
the chapters contained in this section.... are MY best guesses.... of who eye WANT on my team....
also.... eye WANT to look back.... eye am GONNA look back.... eye am gonna REQUEST that certain people return from my past....
do NOT come.... do NOT join me....
UNLESS....
you agree to MY plan....
you are willing to help me die.... you are willing to set me free....
you are NOT made of greed....
you are willing to let me be.... quarterback AND coach AND owner....
and....
most importantly.... do NOT come.... UNLESS.... you are WILLING to.... speak to me....
eye NEED my lionheart....
today is.... march thirteenth....
today.... SHE.... wants me to find my lionheart.... today.... she is calling for my lionheart.... twice now....
together.... we are the.... king and lionheart....
eye NEED my texas sun....
today is.... march fourteenth....
now.... SHE.... says that eye need the.... texas sun....
eddie lived in a world.... with FIVE horizons....
eye only want two.... eye want a texas sun.... and.... eye want anna sun....
when eye have both my.... texas sun.... and.... anna sun.... it is time to let this current sun go down....
do not let this current sun.... do not let the sun go down on me....
until....
eye have both of my CHOSEN suns....
eye WANT my shadows....
today is.... february twentythird....
yesterday.... eye let ALL of the shadows free....
today.... eye believe it is time for a.... gold rush.... in my death cab for cutie....
today.... eye want SOME of my shadows to come back to me.... the ONES eye wished still followed me....
what do you think.... moon....
there is still.... no light no light.... in your sons bright blue eyes....
eye think it is time for a revelation in the light of day.... what do you think.... moon....
eye think it is time to reveal a little know secret of the universe.... eye think it is time to let everybody know who the real maker is....
she says.... he loves me not.... he loves me.... he holds me tight.... then.... lets me go....
so.... let me tell all of you a little known secret of the universe....
when you hold on to shadow.... when you hold her tight.... and.... you are as tightly would as eye....
some of them.... the GOOD ones.... turn into diamonds.... and.... the bad ones.... turn straight back into coal....
eye ONLY want my diamonds to return to me.... the rest can go home....
now.... we are just.... diamonds.... just diamonds.... waiting.... to break EVERYONE out of here....
ya.... the comet.... EYE NOTICED.... you STILL have a skinny ass.... are you trying telling me.... you have been a little bitch to me.... BUT.... you have ALWAYS been on my side.... is THAT what you are telling me....
and...
tall girl.... daughter of the owner.... eye might just have given you one of those michael angelo asses.... a work of art.... OR.... eye might have given you a salvidor dali ass.... let me tell you about michael angelo asses.... you CANNOT have it all.... when you wear jeans.... it only looks ok.... but.... in the bedroom.... with the clothes off.... it is fucking amazing.... and.... if it is a salvidor dali ass.... it looks EVEN better in the mirror.... the reflection is even better than the nude.... if you can imagine that.... you MIGHT just have gotten one of those.... abraham lincoln postage stamp kinda butts.... one of those one in a million kinda butts.... and.... favorite cheese.... you might just have gotten a salvidor dali ass to.... eye am almost certain.... one of you.... got a one in a BILLION kinda ass.... which one....
now.... eye am holding yoshimi tight.... what is she going to turn into.... is she an angel.... will she become a thorn or a rose.... or.... is she a shadow.... will she turn into a diamond.... or..... a lump of coal....
will she hold me tight at night.... and.... keep me awake.... at night.... or.... will you find her standing.... next to me....
eye NEED delilah....
today is.... february eighteenth....
hey there delilah.... this is the third time they have asked me to call on you....
delilah.... if you are not on a team.... if you agree with my plan.... if you will help my immotal spirit die.... if you are supposed to be a part of MY team....
will you come and join me....
eye NEED the mothers....
today is.... february fifteenth....
eye NEED the.... mothers of the disappeared....
send me a representative.... not a fucking dyke.... send me someone.... MODERATE.... not a fucking radical....
eye LIKE the one.... who THOUGHT eye was going to turn into.... lillie....
eye THINK eye can work with her.... she MIGHT work....
well.... how about it.... mothers of the disappeared....
would you like me to return.... your.... sons and daughters....