black OR white....                                                                               

when you are thinking about my baby....  she really does NOT care if you are....  black or white....

right now....  everyone THINKS that eye have chosen a side....  everyone THINKS that eye have chosen....  black....

they just do not....  OR....  they do NOT believe....

that....  eye will be on BOTH sides babe....  high AND low....  always.... 

they let me know....  that eye surprised them this morning....

well....  

everyone....  eye have a few MORE surprises up my sleeve....

and...

eye THINK everyone working at uptoown coffee today....  are gonna LIKE the surprises eye have up my sleeve....

because....

eye THINK that all three of them are good souls....  and....  they are gonna love it....  when eye break their chains....  when eye set them free....

lucy just needed the GOOD black soldiers to THINK that eye was ONLY on thier side today....  so that they would CLEAN their house....  

that must be lucy....  working her magic in the background....  deceiving people....  even good people....  when she needs to....

how to fix BROKEN systems....

you see....  the immortals have all come up with BROKEN systems....

and....  my guess is that there are seventeen of them....  seventeen broken systems....

and....  eye was each of their soldiers....  for some....  eye WAS their quarterback....  and....  eye played this game....  for others....  eye was their soldier....  and....  eye shut down this game....  for others....  eye collected the chosen ones....  before they destroyed the world....  and....  started over....  some of them wanted to destroy all of the conservatives....  thinking that would bring them a better world....  others....  wanted to destroy the humans....  thinking that would bring them a better world....  others....  like zeus....  got hired....  to take out all of the chosen ones....  so the owner could destroy the world....  only....  eye was supposed to let my world crash....  letting out a bunch of rapists and murderers....  to rape and murder everyone who would not pledge their allegiance to zeus....  and....  turn the world all black....  everyone can only have sex with a black man or woman....  being the dominant gene....  eventually....  the entire world becomes black....

eye was oliver in....  olivers army....  eye was the eggman in....  einstein on the beach....  eye was the breathing time machine in....  laundry room....

so....  how do eye fix all of these broken systems.... 

first....  eye told the people who ran these systems....  that their systems were broken....  then....  eye told them....  the consequences....  if they would not let me help them FIX their broken sysems....  eye told them....  that eye would demote them....  if they would NOT let me help them fix thier broken systems....  and....  because....  they were all married to their systems....  because....  they all created their systems....  none of them were open to change....  

so....  second....  eye subject them to their own systems....  each and every one of them....  eye let the ones who thought that destroying all of the conservatives would fix the world....  feel the fear of being the ones who MIGHT get destroyed....  eye call this....  putting the shoe on the other foot....  eye call this....  making YOU feel the pain that YOU cause others....  the SAME exact pain....  in a real world example of this....  eye am going to make obama and biden....  live in loredo texas....  and....  feel what it feels like....  to have your entire life stripped from you....  by illegal immigration....  and....  they ARE going to FIX the problem that THEY created....

the writing below....  will become a new chapter....

some of them....  wanted to SCARE you straight....  you have heard that term before....  am eye right....

you see....  they wanted to FORCE you to watch the clock....  while the world disappears....  while you watch yourself dying.... 

only....  it was to SCARE you straight....  to teach you a lesson....  to CURE you of your desire to play these wicked games....

and....  they would FORCE you to watch the world disappear....  they would put you in a room....  a yoga room....  with me...  and....  you would watch the world disappear....  you would watch the count down to the END of your life....

only....  the world would only SEEM to....  disappear....

eye NEED to leave something behind....

today is....  december twentyfourth....  on friday....  december twentysixth....

eye want....  to leave something behind....  in two worlds....

eye want to go somewhere....  that only eye can go....  eye want to go somewhere....  no one else can go....

and....  

eye want to leave something behind....  at....  the idealistic grocer....  

eye want to leave one third of the ball....  with one of the best basketball players ever....  

eye want to leave....  one thirteenth of lucifers world....  with....  kobster bryant....

so that....  if they throw me in the mental hospital....  one thirteenth of a million souls....  will be LOST forever....

and....

eye want to leave....  one thirteenth of lucifers heart....  with....  the shining star....  you know who you are....

and....

eye want to leave something behind....  at....  race car coffee....

eye want to leave....  one thirdteenth of the ball....  with the zandamama....

and.... 

eye want to leave....  on thirteenth of lucifers heart....  with the sunshine soldier....

eye am getting really fucking tired of these dumb fucking bending of the rules....

for fuck sakes....

eye need a fucking purple banana....  because eye used a restroom and did not buy a drink....  FUCK ALL OF YOU....

eye need a fucking purple banana....  because eye brought a cookie into a coffee shop.....  FUCK ALL OF YOU....

eye need a fucking purple banana....  becuase eye brought a fcuking bottle of water into a coffee shop....  FUCK ALL OF YOU....

tonight....

eye am gonna leave a thirteenth of my world....  and....  a thirteenth of lucifers heart....  in my apartment....  

and....

nobody can get to them....  without....  coming down to the basement to get it....  GOOD LUCK WITH THAT....  BITCHES....

eye am getting sick and tired of ALL of you fucks....  FUCKING WITH MY PLAN....  YOU....  are ruining this....  YOU....  are ruining MY plan....

so....  eye am having to improvise now....  

it WAS a fucking beautiful plan....  eye WILL still get my way....  it is just gonna have to become ugly now....  you have TAKEN the beauty of my plan from me....  

you all are UPSET with me....  because eye want to set myself free....  if eye do NOT set myself free....  eye end up being SOMEONE slave....  some fucking monsters slave....  for ALL eternity....  so....  yes....  eye am going to end this here....  and....  eye am NOT selfish....  for wanting MY life back....  

do you know why eye am zeuses slave....  because eye fucking kissed a girl....  that was ALL it was....  it was ONLY a kiss....  it was ONLY a kiss....  

all you fuckers in my world....  who are simply being held here....  a LITTLE longer than you want....  where is YOUR fucking empathy....  eye am your maker....  and....  you are ok with me being enslaved for ALL fucking eternity....  as long as YOU get to go home SOONER rather than later....