eye NEED protection....
in this wicked game.... my competition tried to hurt me.... my enemies try to hurt me.... they have weapons that they use to try to hurt me....
they burn my legs....
they put monsters on me....
they bring the pain....
they give me tinitus....
eye need protection.... against all of these weapons that my enemies use.... against all of these weapons that my competition uses....
eye NEED my (potential) mother....
today is.... february fifteenth....
today.... they want me to tell the white queen....
please no more therapy.... mother take care of me....
you have no.... polaroids.... of me....
the ORIGINAL lucifer must have written that song.... NOT ME....
he says.... kicking back home to you.... eye am NOT kicking back home to you.... you were NEVER my mother....
eye THINK that eye need to take care of you....
you have a very emotional job to do..... you NEED to reconcile with your son....
you need to tell him WHY there is.... no light no light.... in those bright blue eyes....
you can sing it to a crowd.... now.... you NEED to say it to him.... out loud....
you see.... even before you aligned witht the fucking fox....
you were not the greatest of mothers.... he says to you.... mamma eye am coming home.... but eye am not the same....
you could have been a better friend to him.... you took him in.... and.... you drove him out.... he was lost and found by the fire in your eyes.... you made him cry.... you told him lies.... and.... eye STILL wants to come home....
and....
he HAS been hom.... for many years now.... yes.... that is right.... he is.... ocean man.... and.... he has been with you.... for many years now....
will you REALLY do anything.... to make him stay....
eye THINK eye should be YOUR therapist right now....
however.... eye will settle for a cup of tea together.... to reconcile OUR differences.... and.... there ARE plenty....
you see.... with.... all these things eye have done.... time and truth and hearts....
eye have a question for everyone.... when there is NOWHRE else to run.... is there room for ONE more son....
because....
when all is lost.... the battle is won....
because....
it is time for me to unite this world.... so that we can take down zeus.... and.... the fucking fox.... among others....
you see....
eye got soul.... but.... EYE AM NOT A SOLDIER....
eye NEVER was a soldier.... and.... eye NEVER will be a soldier....
eye NEED turbulent skies.....
today is.... february twelvth....
today.... she says.... eye need.... turbulent skies....
let us shake up these black clouds today.... let us give these niggers a violent shake tonight....
just do NOT make me rise.... let me remain the man who cannot be moved....
eye NEED to look like aquaman....
today is.... february eleventh....
put this on my wall today....
starting today.... for one week.... eye need you to THINK you are looking at aquaman....
so that you KNOW that eye own his soul right now.... show everybody his soul this week....
so that you can put some pressure on him to start behaving.... so that you can put some pressure on him to start cooperating....
so that he will give me permission to run red lights again.... so that he will let ocean man junior come to the coffee shops with me.... so that you can see for yourselves.... that he is my human son.... and.... he is poseidons spiritual son.... a demiangel once more.... so that you can see for yourselves.... that my story is NOT just a story.... so that you can see for yourselves.... that my story IS real.... so that you can see for yourselves.... that eye AM a bad liar.... so that you can see for yourselves.... that eye AM telling the truth.... this time....
eye NEED to turn my camera on....
today is.... march thirteenth....
today.... eye turn my camera on.... and.... eye turn my feelings off.... it makes me untouchable for life....
once again.... my angels and shadows and eye are on the same page....
she just gave me permission.... to turn my camera on....
eye NEED to go off rails....
today is.... march fourteenth....
today.... eye need to become more spontaneous.... eye need to become less predictable.... eye need to become less boring.... eye need to stop being controlled.... eye need to step out of the line....
today.... eye am going off the rails .... on a.... crazy train....
where are they.... where are.... all my friends.... my love says eye have gone of the rails.... eye know it is ok..... because.... eye do it so well....
eye want.... peace.... we ran another off the tracks.... that is time we cannot get back.... eye want love.... eye want us.... eye want you.... eye want me.... eye want peace....
now.... eye FEEL like my angels and eye MIGHT be on the same page.... FINALLY....
she is telling me to give something away today....
and....
she just told me.... she also wants to go off the rails on a crasy train....