eye WILL let the train hit me....
today is.... march fourteenth....
she says.... here eye am.... in this.... quiet town....
today.... will someone let the train hit me.... will someone let the train kill me.... in this.... quiet town.... in this.... quiet town....
today.... she wants the train to hit me.... a SECOND time.... will someone hit me.... with the train.... and.... kill me....
eye do not care whose train it is.... union pacific.... reading railroad.... b and o railroad... short-line rail road.... pennsylvania rail road.... it does not matter whose train it is.... as long as eye get hit by a train today.....
eye WANT the deathless death....
today.... is january twentythird....
today.... she is giving you permission to.... take me to church....
and....
if.... you OFFER me that deathless death.... eye WILL take it....
as long as deathless death means.... my spirit dies and my human lives on....
if that is the case....will someone offer me that deathless death today....
eye WILL slit my throat....
today is march fourteenth.... .
LUCY.... is giving me permission.... to.... slit my throat....
eye need to separate my side today....
because.... eye need to take it..... on the.... otherside....
slit my throat.... let me die....
today.... eye am slitting my throat....
eye WILL drown myself....
today.... is december eighteenth....
today.... SHE.... is giving me permission.... to sing a.... suckers prayer....
today.... SHE.... is giving me permission.... to put rocks in my pants.... and..... throw myself in the river and drown....
today.... eye WILL drown myself.... eye will put rocks in my pockets.... and.... throw myself in the river and drown....