ambivilance....

fucking ambivilance....  ms universe at hard wood floor is fucking ambivilant....  she has NO fucking moral compass....  do ANY of the immortals have a fucking moral compass....  eye am told that m at hard wood floor is also fucking ambivilant....  and s is a spoiled little brat....  it is NOT the people that eye go to see at hard wood floor....  it is the comfort of a familiar PLACE that eye am addicted to....  the people that work there suck....  MOST of them....  MOST of them are monsters....

if only there was a way to take the vote OUT of the immortals hands....  and....  put it in the humans hands....  the people with an actual moral compass....  because....  the immortals do NOT deserve a vote in the matter....  they have NO moral compass....  they have NO heart....  they do NOT give a shit about me....  they do NOT give a shit about the humans....  so....  why should eye give a fucking shit about any of them....  eye wish eye could open my human third eye....  and make them ALL disappear....  because eye do not believe in their importance....  anymore....  eye do NOT see a reason for their existance....  yes....  that EVEN includes the moon....  if you do NOT care....  you do NOT exist....  

maybe....  the only way....  to give all of you a heart....  is to make ALL of you last....  and....  put all of the humans first....  make all of the immortals human one point oh....  and....  make all of the humans human two point oh....  give the humans the wings....  and....  take away the immortals wings....  

that is what all of this overcrowding is all about....  right....  make cities crowded....  because we have wings....  we will NOT get stuck in traffic....  only the humans will....  and....  we do not give a shit about the humans.... 

so....  let us turn the tables....  and....  take away the immortals wings....  and....  give the humans wings.....  so all of you fucking immortals can be stuck in the fucked up high traffic cities you created....  you can all suffer....  what you wanted the humans to suffer....

maybe....  the first WILL be last....  AND....  the last WILL be first....  after all....  that will be my gift to all of you immortals....  you immortals are ALL the tin man....  and....  eye will give you a heart....

eye knew there was a reason eye liked her....  hot springs travelor....  she MUST be human.... 

do NOT worry immortals....  eye like SOME of you to....  there is an angel....  eye am pretty sure that she is an angel....  in niwot....  that eye THINK has a very good heart....  IMAGINE how much better her heart would be IF she was human two point oh....  she would be a rockstar....  remember everyone....  HAPPY....  is the heart that still feels pain....  do you want to know what it feels like to love....  and....  to be loved....  it does not hurt me....  being human....  would you like to feel how it feels....  if eye could get rid of all these fucking bugs the immortals gave me....  then....  being human....  would not hurt me....

how embarrasing....  my bad....  sorry....  coffee van gal....  eye was not clear about who eye was talking about in niwot.... 

the person who met me in niwot today....  coffee van gal....  who eye NOW think is an angel....  who eye always thought might be an angel....  was NOT the angel that eye was refering to....  now....  eye think eye KNOW that she is an angel....  eye always assumed....  but now eye am closer to believing that she IS an angel....  or....  at least eye think eye KNOW that she is an angel....  let us call her coffee van gal....  is that alright....  coffee van gal....

no....  the person eye was talking about in niwot....  was the wizard of oz....  does that make it more clear....  is....  she....  an angel....  or....  is....  she....  human....  those ARE my two best guesses....  but....  either way....  she SEEMS to me....  like she has a GOOD heart.... 

no....  eye was not talking about the anna gram that appeared today....  the coffee van gal....  no....  she and eye have never really got to know each other in the right way....  under the right circumstances....  eye believe....  she ALWAYS thought that eye wanted something from her....  perhaps her hand in marraige at first....  in some stupid ass bachlorette game or something....  until she married leonardo....  however....  she would be wrong....  eye never wanted anything from her....  until....  eye thought eye might start up my own coffee shop....  then....  for an instant....  eye thought about partnering with her....  but....  she shot me down pretty fucking quickly....  so....  once again.... eye am human....  and.... eye want nothing from her.... 

now....  first of all....  once again....  not flirting here....  with coffee van gal....  the line in the song just fits the situation.... 

eye should also tell you....  eye chose not to use the official music video for the song....  because....  toni made it all about diversity....  there is NOTHING wrong with diversity....  eye just fucking HATE liberals STICKING it in our faces....  over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over....  once again....  fucking liberals....  RIGHT goal....  WRONG approach....  fucking liberals....  jesus....  can you get ONE fucking thing right....  

eye would rather only make the EVIL immortals....  human one point oh....  only make the BAD immortals inferior....  take away their wings....  make them learn what it is like to be inferior....  live with the problem they created....  live in crowded cities....  live without cars....  or....  drive in serious traffic jams....  live with the problem of their OWN fucking making....  eye would RATHER only make the EVIL immortals inferior....  only the ones who want to keep the humans down....  the ones who want to make the humans suffer....  eye want to do this....  to give the EVIL immortals a chance at building a heart for themselves....  actually....  learning....  how to care about someone else....

BUT....  if the immortals CONTINUE to FORCE my hand....  eye WILL make all of you fucking immortals inferior....  eye have been TRYING to sever your ties with the evil in your groups....   for OVER ten fucking years now....  and....  eye AM getting VERY tired of your BULLSHIT....   IF....  you CONTINUE to FORCE my hand....  you will ALL lose your wings....