wish....
so.... whenever airplanes by bob and hayley williams comes on.... eye think that my angels are telling me that eye need a wish.... eye could use a wish right now....
so.... eye put out the call.... eye update my chapter called wish in my book.... telling everyone where eye am going to go today.... and.... putting out the call for a wish today....
however.... two muslims have told me how wishes work.... one told me.... when you ask for a wish.... it always comes with a price.... that wishes are given by demons.... and.... they always want something in return....
eye asked for a wish the other day.... and.... eye think.... that the demon that gave me the wish.... asked my landlord to open up my attic in return.... open up my attic.... letting out all of the toxic mold.... so that eye could get sick again.... that was the price that eye paid.... for the wish....
so.... eye was thinking.... if my angels play airplanes.... telling me that eye need a wish.... eye am not going to ask for one....
however.... there is a problem with that strategy.... the devil you know.... eye know what happened when eye asked for a wish.... at least eye think eye know.... they opened up my attic.... and eye got sick again....
so.... do you see my point.... eye KNOW that eye am still alive.... eye asked for a wish.... and eye am still alive.... what eye do NOT know.... is what will happen if eye do NOT ask for a wish.... when my angels tell me that eye need one.... will eye die.... if eye do NOT ask for a wish.... when they tell me that eye need one....
so.... do you see my point.... the devil you know.... go with the devil you know.... right....
now.... here is the other dilemma.... the next muslim that eye talked to.... told me.... that wishes only come from black magic.... and.... dealing with black magic is a NO NO.... so.... do not ask for a wish.... do not deal in black magic....
however.... what if.... eye can convince a demon.... to come out of the darkness.... to use what they have learned.... to use their black magic.... for good....
think about it.... think about.... make a wish foundation.... when people are on the verge of death.... they do not ask for the world.... they do not ask to be a quadrillionaire.... they do not ask to be famous.... the do not ask to have all of the women in the world.... no.... they ask for something simple.... something that will lift them out of their darkness.... if only.... for a day.... eye wish to meet michael jordan.... eye wish to go to disneyworld.... eye wish.... for hope.... eye wish.... for happiness.... just.... for one day.... that is all eye want.... to forget about my pain.... to forget about my fear.... to forget about death.... for one day....
so.... eye am gonna continue to put out the call for a wish.... but.... eye do NOT want you to give me a wish.... if you are going to come at me later.... trying to hurt me somehow.... later on.... if that is how you operate.... eye do NOT want your wish....
this is how we operate.... this is how eye operate.... how about it.... can this be.... how you operate.... how about it.... eye will try to see things your way.... IF.... you will try to see things my way....
we operate for good.... can you.... like the count of monte cristo.... and.... this eye promise you.... everything that was used for vengeance.... will now be used for good.... will you.... follow his lead.... will you.... follow MY lead....
if.... eye ask for a wish in the future.... will you ask for something else in return.... will you ask.... for.... money.... for.... a job.... for.... for.... for.... anything.... other than pain.... anything.... other than vengeance.... anything.... other than punishment.... ask.... for something.... that will actually help YOU in return.... and.... if you are so fucking evil.... that what helps you.... is watching someone else suffer.... than.... stay the fuck away from me.... eye do NOT want YOUR fucking wish.... got it.... you LITTLE fuck.... you demon with a fucking LITTLE ass soul.... stay the fuck away from me.... eye do not want ALL of the demons to go back to hell.... but.... if you are that kind of demon.... than go the fuck back to hell.... eye will save MY soul.... eye will save myself.... if you come knocking on my door.... then.... just like your fucking fucked up devil.... eye will turn YOU away.... eye will send you straight back to hell.... eye have NO time for you.... eye have NO patience for evil fucks like you....
no one needs to tell me that eye need a wish right now.... to go back in time.... the scotts MADE me talk to a NOT so beautiful mind today.... so.... they are going to have me arrested.... so.... eye need one more wish.... perhaps my last wish.... to go back to a time.... that is much more simpler than this....
eye am heading to boulder falls.... then.... whole foods.... then.... sprouts.... can someone NICE bring me a wish....
once again.... thank you thank you thank you....
nevermind.... about hard wood floor.... they are just putting the worst people in front of me....
the scotts like to play hardball.... it looks like eye might just need three or four wishes this weekend..... they had someone take a picture of me wading at boulder falls.... wooop di do.... right.... but.... the kids managing this fucking wicked game.... are allowing other players to BEND the rules.... eye CAN be put in jail for the dumbest of things.... eye CAN be put in jail.... for something as simple.... as wading in boulder falls.... because.... there is a dumbass rule.... no wadding in the water..... eye say we drop that dumbass rule.... IF.... eye am king yet.... if not.... eye am gonna need a wish.... this dumbass.... involved his son.... eye look like a monster to the dumbass.... and.... he had his son stand in front of me.... pretending to take his sons picture.... when really.... he was taking my picture.... breaking a stupid ass.... dumbass.... rule.... many many many people break this rule every fucking day.... but tonight.... eye was the ONLY one who broke this dumb ass rule.... so.... they got me.... there are SO many things wrong here.... the kids who manage the game.... CANNOT change the rules without MY approval.... and.... it IS a technicallity.... just like.... when eye went to the grocery store NEXT to the coffee shop that eye was eighty sixed from.... after the coffee shop shut down.... eye started going back to the grocery store.... and.... then eye stopped.... because.... eye caught wind that poseidon was involved in a plan to arrest me.... for going to the grocery store.... they bent the rules.... to say that eye was eighty sixed from the entire complex.... even though eye was NOT.... and.... they had the boyfriend of the girl that filed the complaint against me.... show up.... so that eye had to talk to him.... he was going to act like a fucking pussy.... and say that eye threatened him.... a sixty year old man threatened a young fit young man.... right.... but.... that is what they were going to claim.... now eye have him.... trying to have me arrested.... everytime you hurt me.... you hurt yourself.... eye have you.... dumb ass....
and.... the scotts had someone tail gait me tonight.... eye did good.... eye never pumped my brakes.... like eye fucking wanted to.... but.... eye am sure.... in some minute way.... eye did something wrong.... so.... eye am gonna need a wish for this....
nevermind the toxic rain forest to.... the scotts are just hitting me with a perfect storm right now.... and.... miss taro says.... eye need to remain calm.... eye need to be the eye of the storm....
this FEELS to me like a major storm.... but.... eye.... AM.... the EYE of the storm.... calm cool and collect.... everywhere eye go.... but.... they are going to find the smallest little thing in my behavior.... and.... try to have me arrested for that.... so.... please.... bring me some wishes tomorrow....
oh.... and.... have your figured out yet.... that eye am NOT the last airbender..... eye met him tonight at boulder falls.... nice chap....
who is this guy.... you are saying to yourselves.... who is playing the role of lucifer this year.... who the fuck is this guy.... ah ah ah.... devil inside....