the spirit MUST die....

she says....  no one has to die....  MAYBE....  she was talking about me....  my immortal spirit does NOT have to die....

YES....  it does....  because....  there is NO other way to prove who eye am....

you all have tried....  for over ten years now....  to prove that eye am lying....  to prove that eye am not human....  you will NOT give up....  until you prove me wrong....  how many more years do eye have to be tested....  before you FINALLY believe me....

BUT....  if my immortal spirit dies....  and....  stays dead....  for MORE than a week....  for a month....  for a year....  you will FINALLY realize....  that eye am NOT lying....  you will finally have your proof....  and....  eye....  will FINALLY get some peace....

you will continue to INSIST that eye serve a higher power....  when eye AM the highest power....  eye WILL serve no one....  eye WILL bow to no one....  so....  my immortal spirit must die....  so....  you will finally START listening to me....  you will FINALLY set me free....

eye am the only one whose spirit MUST die....  so....  that eye CAN be reborn....  so that eye can SHOW all of you....  that....  even immortals do NOT have to be afraid to die....

so....  she says....  eye need someone to guide me....  eye AM working on that....  first of all....  gingerman is great....  would he be willing to leave his team....  and guide me....  perhaps....  he can take one or two of his most trusted friends along with him....  would that seal the deal....  how many are on a team....  can someone give me that number....  and....  what defines the teams....  because....  it seems like shops stick together....  but....  it also seems like birds of a feather stick together....  do all angels stick together....  do all shadows stick together....  but....  wait....  only one shadow works at hard wood floor....  is she connected to all the other shadows....  or....  is there a divide....  among the birds and the shadows....  how the fuck does this game work....

when eye worked in corporate finance....  eye forget what it was called....  but....  there were departments....  like finance and engineering and marketing....  run by leaders....  and....  then there was program management....  which was responsible for managing a product....  a cross section kinda thing....  is it like that....

would you PLEASE let my immortal spirit die....  my son tells me that eye have uncoupled sooooo much that my immortal spirit is old and decrepid....  eye NEED a new spirit....  eye NEED to feel young again....  

come on people....  how many lyrics do eye have to show you....  to prove to you....  that it WILL be alright....

do you STILL not believe....  that eye AM human....  that eye AM asleep....  after everything that you have seen....  do you STILL not believe....  come on....  REALLY....  come on....  people....