this new team....

they are actually coming out of the shade....  this is the FIRST team that eye have been on....  that has talked to me....  so far....  eye have met two....  maybe three members of this team....  this IS progress....  thank you....  team....  for honoring my request....  for meeting me....  for talking to me....

this is my best guess....  soupman is a member of this team....  a sweet melody is a member of this team....  and....  ring ring is a memeber of this team....

AND....

perhaps....  you guys are making connections....  with other teams....  at times....  eye have noticed the witches of eastwick helping me....  at times....  not my shadow queen....  eye am about ready to give up on her....  but....  other shadows have made a connection with me....  eye can see....  that....  you....  are building bridges....  how are you doing this....  how are you negotiating this....  whatever....  you are doing it....  cudos to you....

eye think....  you are only making connections with the insiders....  my best guess....  is that the insiders are the ONLY connections that you have been able to make so far....  the witches of eastwick and the shadows....  they are both insiders....  eye think....

have you LOST the insiders....  after my most recent outburst....  eye have switched sides for the moment....  can you hang with me....  can you keep me out of jail....  out of the mental hospital....  eye have lost my attorney....  

however....  eye am working with a psychiatrist....  AND....  starting with a therapist on monday....  AND....  taking my zyprexa....  that SHOULD help you keep me out of the mental hospital....  for the time being....

eye AM heating things up a bit....  eye exposed two people today....  just for a moment....  can you work with that....  can you give me enough protection by monday....  eye do NOT know how this works....  if eye push forward....  exposing people....  do you have to pick up enough angels to keep me out of jail or the mental hospital....  is that how this works....

right now....  you are thinking that eye have pushed toooooo far.....  let me help you....  let me show you.... that....  you need to let ME be your quarterback....  AND....  coach....  you need to put your trust in me....  eye am going to turn this light from red to green....  by monday....  eye am going to dig myself OUT of this hole that eye am in....  eye NEED to SHOW you....  that you need to TRUST me.....  you need to FOLLOW my lead....