artwork....

she tells me that it is gorgeous....  that lucifers artwork is gorgeous....  eye sure wish eye could see it....

lucifer had a great plan....  eye only needed to make a few modifications....  one of which....  was to make it....  so that only good people could see his artwork....  he wished he had never made it....  NOW....  he can be proud of his artwork....  and....  only the good people in the world will EVER see his artwork....  the rest of you assholes....  will NEVER see his art....  one....  of the many things....  that you will miss out on....

everyone else....  will see....  horror....  will see....  death and destruction....  will see....  who they are....

do not worry....  owner of spanish coffee house....  one day....  YOU.... will see his artwork....  you do NOT look like a monster to me....  maybe....  a bit arrogant....  but....  NOT a monster....  in the least....  you WILL see his GORGEOUS art....  one day....

but....  then again.... looks have deceived me before....

hell....  what is wrong with being confident....  right demi....  confidence is ok....  you just need to get real....  honesty....  humility....  are very important qualities....  eye think you are honest....  just not honest about your true feelings....  how do you feel about me....  how do you FEEL about people....  they need to know....  the need to know....  the real you....  eye do not see you now....  but....  one day....  eye WILL see you....  eye will....  see the real you....  do NOT be a phony....  eye hate it when people are phony....

and....  please....  stop laughing AT me....  and....  start laughing WITH me....  eye fucking hate people who laugh AT other people....

right now....  this is all a big joke to all of you....  right now....  my life....  is all a big joke....  right....

maybe....  one day....  you will wake up....  and....  realize....  that eye am trying to help you....  if eye am saying it....  everyone else is thinking it....  eye am the ONLY one who will be honest with you....  eye am the ONLY one who will tell you what everyone else is saying behind your back....  please....  do NOT shoot the messenger here....  please....  show EVERYONE else the way....  show the world....  that you are a bigger man than everyone else....  show the world....  that you can look inside.....  when you look in the mirror....  that you can see YOUR reflection....  and....  be the first....  who decides to change....  all eye need....  is one....  one person....  to START the fire....  one person....  to look INSIDE....  rather.... than OUTSIDE....

please....  owner of spanish coffee house.....  be the first....  start my fire....  all you have to do....  is look inside....  instead of outside....

did you know....  that the radical muslims have it all wrong....  jihad....  is about....  the INTERNAL struggle....  killing the demons within....  NOT....  all the demons people CLAIM are around them....

there we go....  eye am done....  sorry to put your ass to the fire....  but....  eye am hoping....  you can be the first....  eye am hoping.....  that you can start my fire....  my internal fire....

eye AM sorry to call you out like this....  in front of the entire world....

look....  eye can tell that EVERYONE loves you....  so....  eye want to help you....  eye want to help you see lucifers artwork....  

another look....  eye THINK that eye have major plans for you....  eye would like you to help me one day....  you have done something that NO one esle has done....  you have created a community....  eye have seen others try....  and fail....  time and time again....  will you....  and....  that young lady....  eye do not know....  is she your wife....  will you.....  one day....  help me....  help other coffee shops....  build communities....  we ARE after all....  communal creatures....  we NEED community....  to be healthy....  and....  YOU....  my friend....  have succeeded....  where no one else has....  

so....  it may look like eye am calling you out....  but really....  eye am trying to help you....  in the only way eye know how....  please....  share your TRUE feelings....  with....  SOMEONE....  ANYONE.....  just....  let someone know who you REALLY are inside....  let someone know....  what happened to you....  the moon is a GREAT listener....  if you want someone who is really good at fixing broken hearts....  she fixed mine....  

do not worry....  eye will remove all of this one day....  this is only for the immortals to see....  eye only push good people as far as they can take....  eye am pushing you....  because....  eye know....  that you can be the one....  the one who switches....  from seeing....  death and destruction....  to....  something gorgeous....  and....  one day....  eye will be jealous....  because....  you will be able to see it....  and....  eye will not....  not because eye am evil....  but....  because eye am blind....  god damn it....  why did eye do that to myself....  eye sure wish eye could see it....

sometimes....  my words just do not come out right....  what eye am trying to say here....  is....  one day....  you will see the difference....  and....  it is getting better all the time....  what eye am trying to say....  eye would not have called you out....  IF....  eye did NOT think....  that you could.... pull through....  that you could....  overcome this very minor obstacle....  eye am looking forward....  to the day....  you tell me....  it IS a good day....  rather than another fucking monday....  and....  maybe....  just maybe....  you will tell me....  that you want to keep this in the book....  because....  you will be able to claim....  that you were the spark....  that you were....  first....  to open your heart....  to look inside....  rather than what every other MOTHER FUCKER has done....  and put the blame on me....  ya....  eye am the problem here....  RIGHT....  first eye hurt you....  then you feel sorry....  for who....  for me....  or....  for you....  do not feel sorry for yourself....  you ARE stronger than that....  open your heart....  look inside....  your ugliness....  is SO much less than everyone elses....  and....  eye am SURE....  it is not your fault....  YOUR ugliness....  is some elses fault....  all eye am asking of you....  is....  to let someone else know....  let someone inside....  tear down your walls....  let someone see inside....  what have you been hiding....  all this time....  you can see....  what some....  will NEVER see....  

today....  someone said....  not directly to me....  but....  right after eye left....  eye am so fine....  eye blow her mind....  once again....  ladies....  this is lucys artwork....  not mine....  it is lucy who is so fine....