she HAS the ball....
she is NO stranger to the dark.... and.... as of today.... SHE.... has the ball.... not me....
she has it for SAFE keeping.... while misery and eye dive even deeper.... she has the ball.... because.... she IS glorious.... because.... the shadows are glorious.... they are brave.... they are bruised.... and.... this IS who they were meant to be....
misery.... it is time for us.... to do lucifers job.... misery came to RAISE the dead.... and.... eventually.... eye will be a stain.... on her unmaid bed.... when you FINALLY fucking let me die....
ten THOUSAND fucking emerald pools.... the dead lay in pools.... ten thousand of them.... do NOT get stuck on the color.... emerald.... marroon.... it does not matter.... what fucking matters.... it that there are ten thousand of them....
god damn.... this IS going to take us a long fucking time.... UNLESS.... we can recruit others..... think brian think.... how can we recruit others.... think brian think....
we ARE the little doctor.... we ARE the secret weapon.... we NEED the rest of you.... to surround us.... to keep us warm.... while we head into sweater weather....
wait.... do we need another ball.... misery.... can someone give us another ball.... we need somewhere.... for all the dead to go....
maybe.... ms universe at hard wood floor would like to help out.... and.... stop being.... so FUCKING ambivilant.... eye guess when you live in the universe.... above it all.... above the fray.... above the misery and dispair.... eye guess.... it could be so easy.... to be ambivilant.... to have NO care in the world.... while the rest of us suffer down here....
oh.... and.... if the moon did NOT take all of my money before.... will you give it to her tomorrow.... so.... people will STOP calling me a greeeeeeedy ass mother fucker.... and.... the teams will finally.... leave me the fuck alone.... no money.... no reason to take me out.... am eye right....
eye am going to keep all my love.... because.... for some reason.... eye think eye am gonna need it.... the deeper eye go.... am eye right.... does love counteract hate.... will love protect me from hate.... only LOVE can conquer hate.... does this mean.... only EYE can conquer hate.... or.... does this mean that eye need to collect enough of a piece called love.... to conquer hate.... or.... maybe.... it is both.... ponder ponder ponder....
wait a god damn minute.... misery.... what if.... you do NOT give me another world.... and.... you let me go.... and.... eye fall.... straight through.... to the bottom.... get the devil to use up ALL of his weapons on my dead corpse....
and.... then.... when we are at the bottom.... eye pick up peace.... and.... if we have peace.... is the war over.... then.... no more danger.... then.... can all of the children come down.... from the top.... picking up the dead.... on thier way down.... just spit balling here.... misery.... what do you think....
you see.... wait a minute.... are zeuses soldiers in my world.... or.... in my spirits head.... if.... eye no longer have the world.... and.... eye go crashing down.... will they.... either.... have to jump off.... or die.... do you have to make it rain.... to take me down further.... and.... does that drown zeuses soldiers off of me.... so.... if it just my body.... no world.... no angels.... just shadows.... are the shadows safe.... do we take it down slowly.... but.... again.... take it straight down.... pick up no one.... on our way down.... until.... we have reached and penetrated the gates of peace.... and.... eye have piece in my hands.... again.... spit balling here.... misery.... how about.... eye ponder.... and.... you ponder.... and.... somehow.... we put our heads together on this.... eye think that just might work.... go down slowly.... so my head does not break open.... letting zeuses soldiers out.... but.... we go straight down.... and.... collect no one.... on our way down.... hmmmm.... eye think eye might have something here....