angry ass WHITE guy....

another test....  an angry ass white guy....  who eye met at volleyball ten years ago....  and....  now....  he is back in my life....

he was angry as shit back then....  and....  he is angry as shit now....

do NOT make me try to fix him....  on my own....  do NOT sell me out to be the wild one....

IF....  you are a GOOD person....  IF....  you want to end this wicked ass game....  work WITH me....  tell him....  he IS an angry ass white guy....  tell him....  he NEEDS therapy....  

do NOT make me do this ALL on my own....  do NOT make me fix the world on my own....  it CANNOT be done....

eye want to FOCUS on fixing my health....  NOT....  on fixing everyone else....

ok....  today....  eye add more to the drama....

eye do NOT call him angry ass white guy because he gets angry in traffic....  eye do NOT call him angry ass white guy because he gets impatient in traffic....  and....  toots his horn at someone too quickly....  

NO....  eye call him angry ass white guy....  because....  he seemed like he hated me....  from the moment eye met him....  he did back then....  and....  he sorta does now....  short with me....  telling me eye am doing things out of selfish interests....  sometimes....  you can just tell....  when a dude does not like you....  and....  here is the deal....  eye have NO fucking clue what eye did to upset him....  back then....  eye FELT like everyone on the volleyball team had a chip on thier shoulder with my name on it....  eye kinda knew why....  cause....  eye like younger women....  and....  eye think that really pissed some of them off....  but....  him....  he seemed to have a chip on his shoulder about me right out of the get go....  before he knew anything about me....

kinda like brown boots....  eye dated her for a couple of weeks....  and....  she seemed to QUESTION my motives....  all the fucking time...  always THINKING eye had an alterior motive....  again....  chip on her shoulder about me....  from the get go....

so....  eye think....  once again....  you are calling me a hypocrite....  because....  eye get upset....  with traffic....  eye get upset....  when someone does not go right away at a light....  let me ask you....  who does not....  and....  eye THINK eye am very polite about it....  eye give them a short and frendly....  tooot tooot with my horn....  not a HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONK....  a toot toot....  like....  ba ba....  or dot dot....  short AND friendly....  BECAUSE....  eye do not want to miss the light....  because....  someone is asleep at the wheel....  or....  texting....

NOW....  you are not going to give me shit for flashing my lights on and off....  when someone forgot to turn his lights on....  after dark....  yes....  he MIGHT have remembered before he left the lot....  but....  where is the harm in giving him a FRIENDLY reminder....  better than him going out in traffic....  with his lights off....  and....  hitting a pedestrian....