who will be MY living proof....

apparently....  not ONE of loves god damn fucking soldiers....  will be my living proof....

eye will be....  love suicide....

but....  not ONE of loves soldiers....  will help you....  set me free....

maybe....  max mcnown....  will be my living proof....  

because....  he is....  a lot more free....  BECAUSE OF ME....

maybe....  max mcnown....  will be my living proof....

maybe....  max mcnown....  will be my survival....

you see....  because....  max mcnown....  is better than all of you fucked up....  soldiers of love....

you see....  he has something that you do not have yet....  you see....  he HAS fallen....  and....  EYE....  picked him up....  and.... put him back on his feet again....

he has something that NONE of loves soldiers have....  humility....  

fuck you garrett....  for siding with zeus....  over me....  fuck you garrett....  for letting your EGO align you with a fucking MONSTER....

and....

fuck you diane....  for abandoning me....  fuck you for that....  maybe....  eye WILL take away my gift to you....  maybe....   eye will take the CANDIDA CURE away from you....  for abandinng me....  it my time of need.... you cannot tell me....  that you did NOT hear my call....  eye emailed you....  so....  eye KNOW that you know that eye want to work with you....  and....  you have abandoned me....  fuck you for that....