shadows....

what is a shadow....  the lyrics tell me that shadows....  are a separate life force....  that they are NOT the evil that is within each of us....  that they are NOT evil creatures....  the lyrics tell me....  that they are protectors....  that....  they have a love....  just like angels....  the lyrics tell me....  that there are both good and evil shadows....

eye believe that the shadows that eye came here with....  the shadows that zeus put on me....  are evil shadows....  shadows that want to insist on humans becoming vegan....  because....  they do not eat meat....  they want to force humans to stop eating meat....  or....  destroy them....

this is why....  eye became vegan for a while....  because....  rudolf steiner....  tells us....  if you want to reach higher worlds....  you need to be vegetarian....  so....  eye figured....  if eye want to reach even higher worlds....  eye need to be vegan....  if eye am vegan....  eye can reach the highest of worlds....  and....  the lyrics tell me....  if eye am vegetarian....  eye do not have to be afraid....  that....  eye am a vegetarian....  and eye am not fucking afraid of anyone....  because....  eye have a vegetarian shadow protecting me....

but....  eye no longer need to be vegetarian....  eye no longer need to destroy my body....  to satisfy a fucked up evil shadow....  because....  eye have found some better shadows....  some good shadows....  some kinder gentler shadows....  to protect me....  eye went down to the shady groves....  and....  eye summoned the shadows there....  eye have found the shadows who are full of love....  rather than hate....  eye have found the shadows whose love covers me....  whose love protects me....

sometimes....  eye hold on to someone....  eye hold on to these evil shadows....  and eye will not let them go....  eye will force them to protect me.... 

god damn you god....  for creating the shadows that look like monsters....  for calling them monsters....  for making them look like monsters....  god damn you....  which god are we talking about anyways....  eye think that we are talking about zeus....  eye think that the shadows are his possessions....  that....  lucifer always goes to the prostitute....  and....  the shadows always go back to black....  back to zeus....  

not this time....  this time....  if they do not want to....  they do NOT have to go back to black....  this time....  they can stay right here....  and....  they can remain shadows if they want....  and....  eye will repurpose them....  eye will find a new purpose for them....  like....  being detectives....  being guardians of worlds....  or....  if they are good....  eye can turn them into angels....  if they deserve to be an angel....  or....  eye can make the shadows beautiful....  just like many angels....  the sky is the limit for them....