trading places....

she tells me....  she would LOVE to trade places with me....  does she REALLY wish she could trade places with me....

you do NOT know what it is like....  to be me....

you do NOT know what it is like....  to have your enemies burn you....  and....  then....  get in your face....  over and over and over and over and over....  like you got in my face today....  with your button....  with your hat....

you do NOT know what it is like....  to have people give you mold toxicity and helicobacter pylori and CANCER....  and....  have to FIND a way to cure it....  to live your life SO perfectly....  

you do NOT know what it is like....  to be FORCED on medicine....  that MAKES you gain sixty pounds....  right AFTER you lost it....  you do NOT know what it is like....  to be FORCED on medicine....  that gives you diabetes....

you do NOT know what it is like....  to be STUCK in the middle....  to have EVERYONE hate you....  

eye just want to let you know....  SOME....  women....  are on my side....  FINALLY....  someone....  a woman....  gave me the thumbs up today....  told me....  she IS behind me....  FINALLY....  someone is ON my side....  you do NOT know how refreshing that is....  when you have lived sixty-one years with EVERYONE against you....  you....  FINALLY....  get the thumbs up from someone....  

you do NOT know what it is like....  to have someone PRETEND to be your friend....  and....  then....  when you are the most vulnerable....  hit you....  hit you....  HARD....  hit you....  where it hurts the most....  this has happened to me....  time and time and time and time again....

you do NOT know what it is like....  to get HIT on by someone....  ONLY....  to try to set you up....

you do NOT know what it is like....  to NEVER be able to get close to someone....  because....  the will ONLY use it against you....

you do NOT know what it is like....  to TRY to bring EVERYONE closer to the middle....  when EVERYONE is adamant....  of getting everything THEY want....  and....  fuck everyone else....

you do NOT know....  you do NOT know....  you do NOT know....

you ARE as cold as ice....  eye know....  oh....  yes....  eye know....

eye will NOT trade places with you....  not when....  things MIGHT finally be turning....  things MIGHT finally be going my way....

you will NEVER see the light....  you will NEVER see the truth....  you are SO deeeeeeeep in the liberal muck....  you CANNOT see the truth.... 

ya....  you would have protection....  if you were me....  you would have the liberals protecting you....  but....  you will NEVER be able to find the middle....  the ALL important middle....  where EVERYONE hates you....  you THINK that you want this role....  eye am pretty sure....  you do not....  so....  STOP....  being as cold as ice....  get OUT of your little bubble....  talk to a republican....  talk to an arian....  SEE....  the other side....  for ONCE in your life....  all you LIBERAL bitches....