bring me a HIGHER love....

will someone bring me a....  higher love....  there MUST be....  higher love....

she tells me....  there is not any reason....  for the way eye am....  there is not any reason....  for all my nastiness and cruelty....

she tells me....  eye am REALLY lovely....  underneath it all....  she tells me....  besides my temper....  my horrible temper....  everything IS secure....

maybe....  if eye calm down....  love will come set me free....

however....  do not come....  IF....  you expect me to be a part of a team....  IF....  you will not help me die....  IF....  you will not help me find MY team....  IF....  you expect to be on my wall....  IF....  you expect to lead the angels....  those positions are already filled....