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conversations WITH the moon....

eye had my second conversation with the moon today....

the other day....  she told me....  she cannot break the rules....  or....  she will be kicked out....

today....  she told me....  eye am wrong about cashew bitch....  trying to kill me....  by giving me covid....

her point....  eye got covid once....  and....  eye did not die....  

that does NOT mean....  she did NOT try to give me covid....  and....  HOPE....  that eye die....  it is STILL attempted murder....

eye AM planning on moving....  to escape the game....  HOPEFULLY....  she will follow....  and....  these conversations....  will continue....

AND....  one day....  lucifer....  and....  basketball jones....  WILL....  begin to wake up....  and....  we will ALL know the truth....

we will ALL know what cashew bitch did to lucifer....  

eye sure HOPE that these conversations will continue....  the moon and eye....  have a lot to sort out....

eye HOPE she sees....  that....  eye am willing to listen....  eye am willing to hear her side....  but....  she cannot go into this....  thinking....  she is completely in the right....  thinking....  she is going to pull one over on me....  as eye said....  lucifer and basketball jones....  will wakeup....  at some point....  they WILL start to wake up....  and....  the TRUTH will come out....  of....  everything that happened here....  of....  what happened TO lucifer....  

nevermind....  the moon was NOT letting me know she was with me....  she came to tell me....  eye AM wrong.... 

FUCK YOU BOULDER....  FUCK YOU MOON....  FUCK YOU FAVORITE BOSS....  no wonder your son HATES you....  MOON....  you ARE a monster....

you have given me FALSE hope....  twice now....  you are a monster....  you are a monster....  you are a monster....

IF....  eye win....  eye WILL kick your ass out....  eye NEVER want to see your fucking ass again....  eye do NOT want to see your soldier again....  FUCK YOU....

you ARE just as bad....  as the kids....  making fun of my son....  making fun of his autism....  making fun of his adhd....  you ARE just as bad as them...  

like eye said....  if eye was a woman....  and.... these people raped me....  you would NOT stand for it....  you would NOT stand for them getting in my face....  again and again and again....  but....  you just sit back...  and....  watch....  as eye am abused....  over and over and over and over and over and over....  again and again and again and again....  even worse....  NOW....  YOU are ANTAGONIZING me....  you are taking advantage of my handicaps....  you are having fun with my handicaps....  you give me FALSE hope....  what a FUCKING monster....  eye AM deaf dumb and blind....  and....  you....  just like the rest of the monsters....  LOVE....  making fun of my handicaps....  MONSTER....

just like the twelve fucking arrogant tribes of isreal....  eye do not HAVE to get your vote to win....  this game is FULL of options....  there are other ways to win....  you should NOT have been sooooooooooo fucking arrogant....  sooooooooo fucking stuborn....  soooooooooo fucking cruel....

eye did NOT fake you out....  eye NEVER said....  that eye was fighting for ONLY you....  eye thought eye was clear....  eye wanted to see two therapists....  to get two perspectives....  the male perspective....  and....  the female perspective....  the inside perspectie....  and....  the outside perspective....  the liberal perspective....  and....  the conservative perspective....  but....  NO....  you HAD to be....  so fucking arrogant....  so fucking jealous....  so fucking stubborn....  you INSISTED....  if eye saw anyone else....  you would NOT see me....

IF....  eye get the chance....  eye am going to let the MASSES decide....  who runs this world....  not the oligarchy....  not the leaders....  the masses....  they are going to decide....  and....  right now....  it IS looking EXTREMELY bad for you and lucifer....  and....  poseidon....

until today....  eye have not waivered....  on MY plan....  it was always you and lucifer and poseidon....  but.... based on your behavior....  eye HAVE finally changed my mind....  you have finally worn me down....  eye will NOT fight for you....  any longer....  eye AM done....

IF.... eye win....  eye am going to let the masses decide their leaders....  and....  eye AM no longer going to support you....  you are NO longer my queen....

the position is now available....  maybe....  petite shadow....  would like to be queen....  the shadows have chosen her....  as the shadow queen....  maybe....  they will choose her....  maybe....  the world will chose her....  as the queen....  of this entire world....  of the world of worlds....  you are NO longer MY candidate....  even if you did win this world....  you ALSO lost it....  you are like a child....

eye NEVER said that eye was going to let you chose how the world was going to be run....  eye always made it clear....  that eye was going to draw the chart....  eye AM the one who can see into the future....  eye AM the one who can find the middle....  NOT....  you....  

when eye go to prescott....  eye WILL be accepting applications....  who wants to be queen of the world of worlds....  the position is NOW available....  eye AM done with the moon....

what about sauna moon....  would you like to put your name in the hat....  eye can make ANYONE into a good queen....  you just need one thing....  a good heart....  eye will give you the rest....

eva max IS correct about one thing....  the queen can move anywhere she likes....  the king can only move one space at a time....  who....  will use your power....  to PROTECT your king....  who....  will fight fire with fire....  who....  will fight back....  to protect your HANDICAPPED king....  who....  will retaliate....  when eye am victimized....  who....  will KICK monsters out of your world....  no matter what their family connection....  who....  will ARREST the fox....  who....  will STOP zeus....  who....  will make it rain....  who....  will protect the innocent....  you can have the THROWN by the way....  eye do NOT crave the stage....  eye do NOT crave notarity....  that.... is ALL yours....  but....  you MUST be willing....  to IMPLEMENT my strategy....

get the OLD moon OFF of me....  eye think eye have found....  my NEW moon....  if eye have a NEW moon....  she can stay....  for now.... 

wait just one minute....  make sure eye have a NEW moon....  before letting the OLD moon go....  do eye already have a NEW moon....

by the way....  did eye get a NEW lesbian today....  a beautiful lesbian....  do eye have a new person to represent the elders of a not so gentle race....  this one look a lot nicer than the rest....

so....  are you FINALLY enforcing the rules....  have you kicked out the moon....  for breaking the rules of the game....  have you finally kicked out the sun....  for breaking the rules of the game....  WHERE....  is my new sun....

this still does not change my mind about prescott....  eye NEED to heal....  eye NEED to be safe....  eye NEED to increase my heart rate variability....   my heart rate variability is BELOW poor....  my stress levels are OFF the charts....  eye NEED to reduce my stress....  eye should NOT have to worry....  about....  when the police are going to come knocking on my door....  if eye am right....  the game will follow me....  and....  maybe eye will find some far less arrogant....  far less stubborn....  far less cruel....  coffee shops....  to work with....

you are ALL evil....  every last one of you....  IF....  eye win....  eye am going to turn every last one of you....  into human one point oh....  IF....  eye die....  eye am not coming back....  and....  next time....  eye WILL let white god destroy ALL of you....  at least NOW you will know WHY it is happening to you....  and....  eye....  will NOT bring you back....

skinny ASS bitch at hard wood floor....  or....  maybe eye should call her....  shit for brains....  THINKS....  it is ALL just a joke....  everything IS a joke to her....  if she is on me....  get her ass off....  NOW....  eye do NOT call her shit for brains....  because....  she is a dumbass....  who am eye to call anyone a dumbass....  no....  eye call her shit for brains....  because....  she does NOT give a shit....  she thinks everything is a joke....  like the moon....  who thinks everything is a joke....  she BEGGED me to save the humans....  but....  she STILL thinks it is all a joke....  you ALL are shit for brains....  you all THINK that this is a joke....  that this is ONLY a game....

IF....  fat ASS discount bitch number three is on me....  get her ass off....  NOW....  she is NO longer going to be the next mother....  IF....  there is EVEN a world left to be a mother in....

there is a fucking good REASON my friends are heathens....  you have NO fucking clue....  just how abusive the gods can be....

did you get MY message from an earlier chapter....  take them to court....  to get them to stop deceiving me....  this has NEVER been done before....  there are NO laws around this....  take them to court....  make a NEW law....  you CANNOT give someone guidance....  that you KNOW will hurt them....

great....  now eye own organic produce store....  they gave me wheat grass with poison today....

great....  now eye have chocolate chip cookie....  the cashier tried to get me to break the law....

 

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