kill MY mind....
eye got.... brain damage.... she says.... the lunatic is in my head....
eye am pretty sure that the thief that STOLE race car coffee just got inside my mind....
so.... today.... eye AM the.... flagpole sitta....
will you turn off time.... and.... kill MY mind.... AGAIN....
eye am NOT searching for my right mind.... eye do want you to KILL my mind.... and.... at some point.... eye AM going to be nobodys soldier....
today is november eighteenth....
just got home from trident....
will someone KILL my mind.... right now....
AND....
crash my car.... right now....
AND....
put my heart in a blender.... right now...
this time.... forget about option one and option two....
put this mother fucker in suffragette city for a VERY long time.... we KNOW that this mother fucker IS a scumbag....
what kind of person.... puts on a different mask.... and.... dates the person he STOLE his world from.... without her knowing that it is him.... THAT MAKES ME SICK....
you can stop reading after this sentence....
option one....
IF.... this new team KNEW that eye did NOT want them in my mind and in my heart and on my wall....
then.... shadows.... put this new team.... who got inside me mind.... inside my heart.... on my wall.... UNINVITED.... put this team.... in suffragette city....
let them spend the night.... in suffragette city.... then.... before morning comes.... around six am.... kick them off....
get him off me.... but.... let him spend the night.... in.... suffragette city first....
let this team spend the night.... in suffragette city.... then.... before morning comes.... around six am.... kick them out....
BUT.... IF.... they did NOT know....
because.... as he says.... in their defense.... they put the sign where they cannot read it.... IF.... they cannot read the sign.... IF.... my angels or shadows.... put ithe sign where they cannot see it....
then.... just put them in suffragette city.... just for an hour.... THEN.... kick them out.... so that they do NOT return....
and.... IF.... they do return.... after KNOWING that eye do NOT want them in my mind and in my heart and on my wall.... then.... go with option one.... the next time.... put them in suffragette city ALL fucking night.... and.... kick them out by six am....
and.... let them get pissed at the angels or shadows or fox.... whoever brought them to me.... for decieving them.... for not telling them that eye was going to put them in suffragette city.... the angels or shadows or fox that brought you to me.... KNEW.... that eye want to die.... KNEW.... that eye did NOT want you on my wall or in my heart or in my mind.... they.... KNEW.... that eye was going to stick you in suffragette city.... IF.... you climbed on board.... so.... if you want to be piseed at somebody.... be pissed at them.... not me.... eye did NOT decieve you.... THEY DID....
you just keep making MORE and MORE enemies.... angels or shadows or foxes.... do you want the ENTIRE world to hate you.... before this is all done.... do you REALLY want the ENTIRE world to hate you.... because.... they do.... they ALREADY do....
and.... STOP.... telling the world that you are going to die.... angels.... ONLY.... eye will die....
the ONLY way you would die.... IS.... if eye HIT the bottom.... and.... paris.... will NOT let that happen.... paris and eye.... have a PERFECT record.... we have NEVER lost anyone.... and.... IF.... eye HIT the bottom.... then EVERYONE dies.... you will take the quick way out.... everyone else will get the slow torturous death.... they will be raped and tortured before they die....
so.... STOP.... lying to everyone.... STOP.... telling only HALF of my story.... STOP.... turning people against me....
let me see.... you climbed on board.... you ALL climbed on board.... in.... paper planes.... because.... all you wanted to do.... was.... take MY money.... STEAL MY MONEY.... you climbed on board... out of greed....
and.... some of you.... many of you.... wanted castles....
now.... all you wanna do.... is.... go home.... because.... you are getting tired.... really tired....
and.... you ONLY have yourselves to blame.... instead of telling the truth about me.... instead of working WITH me.... you have worked AGAINST me.... every fucking step of the way....
and.... now.... you are STILL working.... ONLY.... because you have NOT worked with me....
we COULD have finished the job by now.... we could have drown all of zeuses soldiers.... we could have made all of them kick out by now.... we could have put all the foxes in jail.... we could have put everyone in jail... that deserves being in jail.... we could have chased away all the scary monsters.... we could have chased away the devil.... we could have raised the dead.... we could have done ALL of that by now....
but.... instead.... here we are.... stuck.... at ground zero.... here we are.... wasting EVERYONES fucking time.... STILL.... what the fuck is wrong with you bitches.... we COULD have finished this job by now....
ADMIT.... that you were wrong.... make it right.... and.... let us get to fucking work.... once and for fucking all.... jesus.... you fucking dumb ass.... greedy ass.... deceptive ass.... fucking bitches.... let us get to fucking work.... and.... STOP.... with all this fucking nonsense....
are you READY to get to work.... eye know that eye sure as fuck am....
and.... would you god damn fat cells.... get OFF your lazy fucking asses.... and.... do YOUR job.... lose some fucking weight.... so that eye can start eating again.... you are also GREEDY as fucking shit.... you TRIED to STEAL lucifers world.... and.... now.... you are paying the price for your greed.... you are paying the price for all that you put lucifer through.... remember.... terrors do NOT prey on INNOCENT victims.... you are ALL guilty.... in one way or another....
just be glad.... that EYE am making you face your sins.... instead.... of.... the original lucifer.... torturing you in hell.... for ALL eternity....
you need to start seeing things as they are.... you need to start looking at the glass.... as.... HALF FULL.... instead.... of.... HALF EMPTY.... you need to realize.... that.... eye AM your fucking savior.... and.... this COULD have been MUCH worse for all of you....
eye am TRYING my best.... to give all of you.... a SECOND chance.... why do you CONTINUE to resist.... my GIFT for all of you....
now.... some of you.... many of you.... are going to end up.... in other worlds.... far far away from lucifer and eye.... far far away from this paradise.... but.... at least you will be alive.... at least you will NOT be suffering....
and.... if the faggot across the way is listening to the birds.... eye have better start seeing the shades open when eye go to bed at night.... sure.... you are pissed at me.... but.... the ENTIRE world is pissed at you....
and.... eye am NOT going to change my mind.... the biker across the hall IS gone... pop pie guy IS gone.... the french connection at the organic produce store IS gone.... eye will NOT change my mind.... just because you continue to stick them in my face.... eye WILL be nice to SOME of them.... but.... that does NOT discount the fact.... that they have NO place in MY world....
and.... eye know that you THINK that eye am the original lucifer.... finally coming home.... when.... eye am NOT the original lucifer.... and.... eye KNOW you think that he does not deserve to be treated any better than anyone else.... and... eye disagree.... eye will give him the respect that he so greatly deserves.... and.... he WILL be special.... once again.... and.... ANYONE.... who does NOT show him respect.... ANYONE.... who does NOT feel that he DESERVES to be treated better than the rest.... WILL.... be out of this world.... WILL.... be out of my world.... he FINALLY has the father.... that he so desperately deserves....
eye am giving many of you.... a second chance.... to STOP letting your jealousy.... DRIVE.... your fucked up behavior.... to STOP being jealous of success.... to HATE successful people.... to HATE white mem.... for being successful.... to HATE lucifer.... for being successful.... people driven by jealousy.... have NO place in my world....
eye made you all flawed.... because you flaws.... accentuate your behavior.... eye made you all flawed.... so that it would be painfully obvious.... to everyone.... who gets to stay.... and.... who has to go.... and.... WHY....
eye suggest.... that you ladies.... start working INDEPENDENTLY from each other.... eye suggest that you break away from the heard.... for your OWN sake.... some of you.... many of you.... are going to go.... when this is all said and done.... do NOT let the bad apples.... take you down.... with THEIR ships.... cashew bitch IS gone.... discount bitch IS gone.... the french connection IS gone.... you should REALLY consider.... whether you want to continue to tie your ship.... to their anchors.... their fate is already decided.... you cannot save them.... but.... you can save yourselves.... where is MY kombucha.... are you going to continue to deprive me of kombucha.... fat cells at modern coffee house.... your fate has NOT been determined yet.... skinny fat cell at poseidons coffee house.... your fate has NOT been determined yet.... PLEASE.... do NOT let those bitches drag you down with their ships.... biker chick from across the hall.... your boyfriend is out.... do NOT let him take you with him.... unless you wanna go with him.... the french connection.... the b and b sisters.... might be the only two that have to go.... at.... the organic produce store.... the rest of you.... do NOT let them take you down with them....
eye RARELY change my mind.... sticking an evil person in my face.... is NOT going to change my mind about them....
there are some people.... whose bad behavior.... eye WILL excuse.... but.... for good reason.... eye WILL excuse the moons behavior.... because.... she has protected the humans.... for a THOUSAND lifetimes....
on the flip side.... lucifers father.... eye will NEVER forgive his behavior....
eye have my reasons.... for excusing some.... and.... maybe.... one day.... eye will explain my reasoning....
let me give you an easy one.... right now.... when you hurt me.... to protect someone.... often times.... that behavior is forgiven.... and.... when you hurt me.... out of greed.... that behavior.... is NEVER forgiven.... that one should have been understood.... without me saying anything.... that one SHOULD be OBVIOUS to people....
and.... please let l and m at poseidons coffee house know that they are both safe.... please let them know.... that my world only SEEMS to disappear.... let them know that they are both safe.... and.... they can both stay.... IF.... they CHOOSE to stay.... but.... god damn it.... bring me my fucking kombucha.... god damn it....
and... witchy woman.... who wore purple.... who thought eye would beg her for a purple banana.... let her know that she is out....
and.... the foxes soldier.... at race car coffee.... who let me know today.... that it is NOT ok with her.... to wanna be special.... let her know.... when eye bring lucifer back.... he WILL be special.... and.... if.... she cannot deal with that.... she can find somewhere else to live.... she most certainly THINKS that she is special.... and.... at the same time.... it is NOT ok with her.... for lucifer to FEEL special.... oh the fucking fucked up irony in it all....
and.... you can also let her know.... that the ONLY reason that the fox chose her.... is because she is pretty.... on the OUTSIDE.... eye have yet to see IF she is pretty on the inside.... and.... he most certainly did NOT chose her for her leadership skills.... eye will say.... in her defense.... she seems to be the MOST well adjusted.... of ALL of the foxes soldiers that eye have met.... she seems to be the only one.... who is NOT seriously damaged in some sort of way.... was.... jack in the bean stock.... one of the foxes soldiers.... he ALSO seem to be pretty well adjusted.... for a foxes soldier.... you see.... the fox CHOOSES damaged people.... and.... makes them even MORE damaged..... the MORE damaged you are.... the MORE he can control you....
the more damaged you are.... the more eye want to fix you.... the more eye want to help you become the best version of you.... you see.... that is the difference.... between the fox and me.... eye only want the best for you.... he ONLY wants the best for himself.... and.... that usually requires him bringing out the WORST in you....
eye am TYRING to make you the heroes.... it is you who are making yourselves the villians here.... why do you INSIST on being the villain.... why do you NOT give a damn about your.... bad reputation....