is it TIME for the sun to come out....

mommy....  can the sun come out and play today....  eye WANT to play with the sun now....  

eye want to be....  blinded by the light....  eye want to stare into the eyes of the sun....

why son....  why do you want to stare into the eyes of the sun....

cause mamma....  that IS where the fun is....

is it time for the sun to come out of rehab....  how long has she been in there....  has it been a week....  has it been seven years....  

seven days out here....  equates to seven years in my litte world....  in rehab....  right....  am eye correct....  

is that what thug rule is telling me....  it is time to let her out....  

and...  what the fuck....  is she also telling me that eye need two more purple bananas....  or....  is that the only coat she has....

are you guys telling me that eye need the sun now....  to balance out the moon....  the moon came and talked to me yesterday....

it is time for the sun to come out and play now....  

if you guys think it is time....  then....  by all means....  get her out of rehab....

let us LIGHT this mother fucking place up....  let us have some fun....  with.... the sun....  AND....  the moon....

ok....  now....  if the sun is out of rehab....

it is time to put the moon in suffragette city....  rehab....  was NOT enough for her....  she is STILL fucking with me....

remind me to let her out....  eye do NOT want her in there too long....

and....  the next time eye see her....  eye want to see her therapist mask....  NOT....  some other mask....  

she really must be the MOST stubborn person in this world....  eye THOUGHT rehab would be enough....  but....  apparently she needs something a little MORE direct....  maybe....  she NEEDS to FEEL what she put me through....  what she ALLOWED me to be put through....  

eye am telling you....  if suffragette city does not change her....  it IS time for a new moon....  people....  this has gone on FAR too long....

eye NEED more options here....  eye am dealing with ONLY two protectors right now....  both....  women....

heavens....  can you send me a god....  you best god....  MAYBE....  eric....  as long as he did NOT enslave his angel....  eye forgot her name....  eye actually like....  matt....  the best....  IS....  he a god.... will he work with me....  will he accept MY plan....  will he HELP me die....  will he SET me free....  OR....  is he aligned with zeus....  he was in the middle of a bunch of black people....  are they....  NIGGERS....  aligned with zeus....  and....  is he aligned with them....  OR....  are....  kanye and rhianna....  some of the people who feel like we have been led to an empty house....   did they make that video....  run this town....  to WARN everyone....  OR....  did they make the video....  to stick it in our faces....  letting us know what they were going to do to us....  

AND....

satan....  can you send me a devil....  your BEST devil....  what about that female devil that protected me at spruce confections....  did she do it for a GOOD reason....  what do you think about her....  satan....  and....  do you have any clout yet....  satan....  or....  when it comes to hell....  am eye only dealing with the devils army right now....  

as long as both of them agree NOT to get inside my mind....  as long as both of them agree to MY plan....  as long as they both agree to HELP me die....

UNLESS.... 

eye AM wrong about the moon....  

she did that old jump with the moon and move it thing....  the other day....

she will NOT come to me in person....

you tell me....  at this point....  eye CANNOT tell....  if she is NOT fucking with me....  she is STILL picking sides....  eye am ALMOST certain of that....  

you make the call....  shadows and angels....  will.... letting the sun come out....  control the moon....  OR....  does she need more....  YOU TELL ME....  it is....  YOUR CALL....  angels and shadows....  

eye can ONLY read the signs....  you have SO much more information available to you....  is she helping me....  OR....  is she hurting me....

is she just be protective of her family....  and....  will letting the sun out contain her....  or....  is it more than that....  and....  does she NEED a little wake up call....

eye mean....  what was that whole....  that nigger telling me....  see you NEXT time....  thing....  did the moon abandone me....  that is my best guess....  she fucking pulled te rug out from under me....

there will be NO next time....  NIGGERS....  this IS my first time....  and....  it WILL be my last....  if eye fail....  this one and only time....  this world is yours....  there will be NO next time....  AND....  NO ONE ELSE CAN STOP YOU....  

IF....  the moon pulled the rug out from under me....  THROW HER ASS IN SUFFRAGETTE CITY....  so that she can FEEL the pain that this world will feel for ALL eternity....  if she lets me fail....

you tell me people....  eye am getting fucking tired of all this deciet....  was this just MORE deceit....  is the moon SOLIDLY with me now....  and....  they tried to break our alliance....  which is it....  

just let her know....  IF....  she lets me down....  eye WILL put her in suffragette city....  angels and shadows....  you KNOW more than me....  if she let me down....  if she let the WORLD down....  throw her ass in suffragette city....  if not....  let her be....  if she is helping me....  let her be....  just let her know....  where she is going....  IF....  she lets me down....  if she lets the WORLD down....

ok....  after all that non-sense....

here it is....  angels and shadows....  here are my instructions....  IF....  she let me down....  IF....  she let the world down....  throw her ass in suffragette city....  eye have the sun now....

and....  IF....  she is actually helping me ....  and....  the was just more deceit....  trying to break our alliance....  then....  let her push on.... and....  tell her....

EYE APPRECIATE WHAT SHE IS DOING....

IF....  she told me to clean up my wires....  IF....  she brought me....  the couple that eye THINK might be autistic to....  IF....  she is setting up a connection with a potential city council member....  that eye appreciate what she is doing....  

BUT....  where is MY team....  she still has not brought me MY team....  whats up with that....

eye am NOT going down....  do you hear that mothers of the disappeared....  eye am NOT going down....  without MY team....  you will NEVER see your....  sons and daughters....  again....  if you do NOT give me MY team....  AND....  you must KNOW by now....  eye am the ONLY one who can bring them home....  AND....  you must KNOW by now....  eye will NOT do this a second time.... 

did she set up a meeting between me and a potential city council member....  if so....  tell her thank you....  just....  let her know....  eye am going to respond to her text....  when it comes through....  and....  let the moon know....  that eye am going to tear her a new one....  the prospective city council member that is....  and....  eye am going to NEED a purple banana....  tomorrow....  MAYBE....  two or three....  and....  again....  if she set this up....  tell her....  THANK YOU....

you see....  people....  eye most certainly appear to be a mad man....  this whole guessing game bullshit makes me APPEAR to be a fucking mad man....  throw her in suffragette city one minute....  and....  thanking her the next....  do you see....  why this guessing game bullshit....  simply....  will NOT fly....  this is NO way to manage a world....

that is how you pathological god likes to run things....  make everyone guess....  did eye upset him....  does he approve me....  is he punishing me....  what can eye do to get in his favor....  that is how your fucking god likes to run things....  NOT ME....  it gives him SO much fucking power....  it gives him TOO much fucking power....  eye do NOT work that way....

eye THINK that everybody KNOWS where eye stand on things....  eye THINK that everybody KNOW where they stand with me....  IF....  not in person....  at least they do....  in my book....  

no....  eye will NOT take you on in person....  eye would be picking fights with everyone....  because....  it seems like everyone WANTS something from me....  and....  when they do NOT get it....  they try to hurt me....

like that piece of shit who tried to install malwarebytes on my computer....  

and....  eye cannot fight ALL of you in person....  that would be.... too draining....  too emotional....  too dangerous....   which is why eye do it in my book....  

eye mean....  could you imagine picking a fight with EVERYONE all day long....  it simply would not work....  but....  ALL OF YOU....  are picking a fight with me....  DAILY....  so....  eye NEED a strategy.... to survive....  and....  this one SEEMS to work....