eye am NOT too sensitive....

yes....  eye AM sensitive to my environment....  eye FEEL things that other humans do not....  eye designed myself this way....  so that eye could ALERT you to the things the immortals are doing....  to keep you from waking up....

no....  eye am NOT being....  a little child....  a little baby....  a whinny ass bitch....

you put up with ALL the fucking bullshit eye have been put through....  and....  you tell me....  that you would not scream and shout....  about all of the fucking atrocities that have been done to you....

you put up with....

with....  someone NOT telling you that you have significantly high levels of helicobacter pylori....  and....  after ten years....  because you were not told....  you develop gastritis....  then....  atrophic gastritis....  then....  pernicious anemia....  then....  hypochlorhydria....  then....  carcenoid tumors....

with....  labs giving you false information....  telling your doctor that your prostate is fine....  when....  it is not....  with.... labs giving you false information....  about your inflammation levels....  with....  labs giving you false information....  about your thyroid numbers....

with....  your psychiatrists and poseidon conspiring to have you thrown in the mental hospital....

with....  a pychiatrist putting you on prozac....  and....  when you tell him....  you are in pain....  you cannot sit in a room for more than fifteen minutes....  you have such bad claustrophobia....  that....  you cannot get in elevators....  that....  you have to step OUTSIDE of your five thousand square foot home....  you go to the health club at work....  and....  stand and cry in the shower for thirty minutes at time....  because you are in so much pain....  and....  have to stop jet skiing in hawaii....  to go back to the condo....  and....  stand and stare at the wall in the corner of a room....  because....  you are in so much mental pain....  akithesia....  and....  finally....  rather than take you off prozac....  he adds wellbuterin....  which makes your akithesia EVEN worse....  and....  then....  he keeps you on it for THREE fucking years....  every day....  you WISH you could be hit by a bus....  you cannot take your own life....  but....  you HOPE someone else does....  

with....  a psychiatrist FORCING you on a high dose of zyprexa....  which....  causes you to gain sixty pounds in three months and become diabetic....

with....  a psychiatrist FORCING you on respiradone....  and....  you develop extreme akithesia....  you are in serious pain....  you BEG your psychiatrist to take you off....  and....  she refuses....  AND....  she does not offer you medication to reduce the akithesia....  even though it exists....

with....  a psychiatrist FORCING you on haldol....  which....  gives you extreme akithesia....  AGAIN....  

with....  all of the hits that eye have taken from the immortals....  with the burning legs....  with the negative electricity....  that eye get hit with....  on a regular basis....

and....  you see NO end in sight....

YOU....  go through all of this....  AND....  much much more....  AND....  then....  you tell me....  that you are NOT angry....  that you are NOT upset....