not HELPING me....

the dermatologist is NOT helping me....  she keeps missing the pre-cancer on my head....  with the liquid freezy stuff....  on purpose....  intentiallally....

and....  now....  they gave me FAKE flourouracil....  fake as flourouracil....

what....  eye never told her to have her daughter jump on board....  some team convinced her to do that....  not me....

eye keep telling angels to stay the fuck away from me....  eye keep telling mothers....  tell you children NOT to walk my way....  this is NOT on me....  this is on these fucking teams....  who keep decieving people....  this is on the fucking mountains....  who keep decieving people....  this is NOT on me....  eye have NOT tried to decieve anyone....  

eye have ONLY asked shadows to join me....  because....  this IS the work for shadows....  this is NOT the work for angels....  where we are going....  is no place for angels....  we are going into....  the silence....  families keep pleading....  do NOT look in that cabnet....  there is more bad than good....  no one knows how it got there....  well....  eye AM going to look in that cabinet....  

if eye can....  eye WILL let go of all of your angels....  now....  eye will set all of them free....  eye NEVER wanted them in the first place....  the fucking decietful teams wanted them....

if you look back....  eye ALWAYS told the angels to stay away....  they kept putting your daughters on me....  when eye could not say anything to them....  in the grocery line....  in the sauna....  because....  in the coffee shops....  eye was ALWAYS telling them to stay the fuck away from me....

where we are going....  is NO place for angels....  only shadows can see what we will see....  they are used to seeing ugliness in the mirror....  they have been prepared for this work....  

IF....  you put me on the floor....  IF....  you kill me....  eye WILL let ALL of them go....  IF....  eye can....  however....  it might just be zeuses father that is holding on to them....  and....  if that is the case....  eye CANNOT let them go....  because....  eye am NOT the one who is holding them....

and....  IF....  he is the one holding them....  then....  you NEED to fucking drown him off of me....  you need to set me down on the floor....  SOFTLY....  and....  then....  you need to make it rain....  and....  drown that fucker off of me....