time TO breakdown....

she says that there is a red light on on the water heater....  does she really mean the water heater....  or....  is she telling me that eye am up against a red light in the game....

can eye trust her....  they tell me that she is a thug....  thule....  means....  thug rule....  means....  rule is a thug....  they tell me she is a really nasty red wing black bird....  can eye trust her....  does she want redemption....  for hitting me hard the other day....  or....  is she on my side now....  now that she KNOWS that eye do NOT work for zeus anymore....  she is a thug....  but....  whose thug is she....  is she my thug now....  is she my red wing black bird now....  are you mine now.... are you MY red wing black bird....  now....  although....  you are....  not my slave....  

my guess....  she IS a gun for hire....  does she work for the highest bidder....  OR....  does she care....  can eye flip her....  can eye get her to work for good....  she SEEMS like she has a concious....  can eye flip her....   as the....  arrows....  fly....  will she....  one day....  say....  now boy....  now you own me....  

either way....  eye know....  this is not a race to the end....  she says....  your somebody else....  she says....  go forward slowly....  she says....  this is not a race to the end....

so....  the way eye see things....  better safe than sorry....  we could either....  slow things down....

you could let me....  push....  you around....  so....  do not rush this....  baby....  do not rush this baby....

or....  and....  this is the option that eye would take....  because....  eye am NOT a risk taker....  eye like the SAFE bet....  eye choose....  letting this old train break down....  

today is august second....

eye need this old train to.... breakdown....   eye need to lie down in the middle of the road....

please....  let this old train breakdown....