to put my armor on....
eye WANT you to give me my armor.... did eye.... or did eye not.... show you last night.... that eye do not NEED my armor.... but.... eye would like it....
eye am going to make no excuses.... yes.... eye AM fighting a detox flu right now.... yes.... eye AM in a fog right now....
however.... if you put an overweight person with scabs all of her face.... eye am going to FAIL that test every fucking time.... eye THINK people in the food business SHOULD look appealing.... so.... you pissed me off yesterday.... eye thought.... the coffee shop was trying to scare me away.... to push me out.... before eye burn their house down.... make an unappealing environment.... to piss me off.... to chase me away.... eye did NOT know it was a test.... and.... now that eye KNOW that it was a test.... eye am NOT going to fake it.... eye have MY belief system.... and.... you are going to HAVE to convince me.... that eye am wrong....
and.... they lady with tattoos all over her body at the health club.... another test.... what the fuck.... now here.... eye am going to make an excuse.... she ACTED like she did not WANT to talk.... eye RARELY talk to someone with headphones on.... eye figure.... they do NOT want to talk.... yes.... eye talked to the young lady the other day.... she LOOKED like she was open to conversation.... that is it.... eye am DONE trying to convince you.... that your tests are BULLSHIT.... fucking bullshit.... you could not even read the name on the name tag at the coffee shop.... bullshit.... you let them tilt the test in favor of evil.... you fucking do it EVERY fucking time.... now that eye KNOW that tattoo girl has my armor.... what am eye supposed to do.... now.... it is NOT a real situation.... you will NOT be able to put me in a real situation.... now.... if she wants to talk.... if she comes in with her headphones on.... she is going to have to initiate the conversation.... because.... she knows.... eye want something from her.... this whole wicked game is BULLSHIT.... actually.... eye cannot tell you what eye will do.... IF.... eye see her again.... because.... if eye tell you one thing.... and.... eye do another.... once again.... you are going to judge me.... eye did not not talk to her because of her tattoos.... that does not gross me out.... like a hairy woman does.... but.... eye will talk to you.... if you have hairy legs or tattoos.... eye will even ask you about your tattoos sometimes.... there is a lady at the north gym with a really cool tattoo.... it looks like it is melting.... eye tried to talk to her.... but.... she could not hear me.... through her headphones.... or.... she pretended that she could not hear me....
judge me.... based on.... whether you BELIEVE my story.... not whether eye pass one of your stupid ass fucking tests....
eye would like the armor.... eye would really like the armor.... poseidon had the devils soldier fire his machine gun at me for over an hour last night.... and.... then again this morning.... it did not burn like a mother.... eye do not have scars on my legs this time.... eye did not even have to put my legs in ice water.... eye just moved to the family room.... and.... slept on the floor.... eye can do that.... eye can continue to do that.... but.... eye do not WANT to do that....
make your decision.... based on whether you believe me.... not some stupid ass test.... where the tables are turned against me.... in the devils favor.... in poseidons favor.... it is time.... it is time for you to decide.... do YOU believe what eye am saying.... eye know eye believe.... do you....
this is good.... the fact that she rejected me last night.... and.... eye picked another fight with poseidon.... and.... he had the devils soldier fire his machine gun at me.... shows all of you.... that eye HAVE separated my mortal spirit from my immortal spirit.... they must be slightly attached.... because.... eye could still feel the burn.... although.... it was more of an annoyance....
so.... now that you see.... that eye was NOT bullshitting about that.... does that help you believe.... the rest of the story....
actually.... now.... it is time.... to cut the cord.... between my immortal soul and my mortal soul.... which one of us is going to cut it.... once this is done.... there will be.... no more tests.... no more teams.... no more needs.... eye WOULD give up forever.... if that is what it takes.... to end this pain.... come tomorrow.... feel no pain.... spiritual pain that is....
wait a minute.... you do not want me to cut the cord.... do you.... because.... all of the immortals are attached to my immortal soul.... and.... they will fall to their deaths....
so.... all of a sudden.... this is NOT about me anymore.... this is about.... you.... ending my pain.... giving me the last piece of my armor.... in order to save everyone you love.... hmmmm..... have the tables turned.... once again.... you now know.... that.... eye am NOT with my immortal spirit.... if.... eye cut the wire.... to end my pain.... all of your friends fall to their death.... hmmmm.... all of a sudden.... this is no longer about me.... about judging me.... you WILL end my pain.... in order to SAVE all of your friends....
she called my bluff.... this is not on me.... this is on her.... cut the cord between my immortal spirit and my mortal spirit.... and.... then.... my immortal spirit will jump.... my immortal spirit is the jumper....
the only way that eye can lift this.... is to have ALL of your power.... eye need wings.... and.... eye need all of your power.... then.... eye will be strong enough.... to lift both of us....
see.... eye told you.... overweight does not bother me.... overweight and beautiful does NOT bother me..... overweight with a beautiful soul does NOT bother me.... overweight.... with a hideous soul.... please stop putting them in front of my face.... now.... you always do the opposite of what eye ask.... so eye am expecting more hideous souls in my face going forward....