dear LOVES angels....
eye can see.... that you are.... lost without me....
it has been a long time since eye went away.... since eye told you.... eye want to SAVE the world....
now.... you are back....
and.... so am eye.... mama eye am coming home.... here eye am.... but.... eye am NOT the same....
eye am NOT the angel.... you cannot control me.... you cannot tell me to shut up.... simply by humming in a room....
four of the boys.... eye THINK are really good.... thirty-two.... book writer.... chess boy.... and.... race car driver at the modern coffee house....
there is ONLY one of the girls that eye think is worth being friends with.... the nutritional health coach....
the rest of you seem like REAL bitches.... correcting people.... telling me to do it myself.... humming to shut me up.... you have gotten seriously arrogant.... being at the top.... has gone to your heads....
did eye STEAL one of your ideas.... did eye STEAL book writers writing style.... to SHOW you how it feels.... to have your ideas stolen.... because.... you have ALWAYS stolen mine.... just like my mobile sauna idea.... you fucking stole from me this time.... and.... because.... you have stolen from others.... am eye showing you what it feels like.... to be stolen from....
you can be involved.... you can help me.... but.... nutritional health coach.... is your leader now.... OR.... if.... race car driver is one of you.... he can be your leader.... actually.... eye think eye would chose him as your leader.... every one of you that eye have met.... seems like a good person.... but.... all of the bitches.... except nutritional health coach.... seem very very.... arrogant.... controlling.... mean spirited.... all the guys seem good.... what is up with manican.... if he WANTS to be a part of this.... why the fuck does he NOT email me.... are you all banding together.... is it all for one.... and.... one for all.... eye can appreciate that.... is that why nutritional health coach has been unresponsive.... is that why manican has been unresponsive.... you are going to have to learn to SHARE me.... you cannot have me all to yourselves.... jesus.... was eye really that loveable.... that you really cannot live without me.... come on.... what is up with that....
eye do NOT like the plan that you laid out for me.... eye am choosing a new team.... a new core team.... race care driver and nutritional health coach will be a part of it....
but.... eye have chosen to surround myself with people from all levels.... from several worlds....
lucy for one.... mountain shadow for two.... if she will have me.... girl in the corner for three.... cow girl.... if she will have me.... nutritional health coach.... if she will have me.... these are the people that eye choose.... to be a part of me new team....
ray of sunshine and anthropologist and voice in the beginning of budding trees.... from the niwot treehouse.... eye choose them....
and.... nebraska boy and restaurant girl from red coffee....
and.... the shadow and sam eye am and pinto beans mom from hard wood floor..... and.... hailee to....
and.... plant girl and pink and son from lyons coffee....
that is a start.... these are the people that eye want to include in my team.... some might stay.... some might go....
the guys ALL seem like good people.... most of the gals seem like very arrogant bitches.... what has gotten into you....
you gave me a tiny pee pee.... you made me a subservient chicken.... what happened in our world.... did you fucking control the shit out of me.... is that why you loved me so much.... because eye was your little puppy dog....
you do NOT get to chose my partners this time.... eye do.... there are parts of how you made me.... that eye am going to keep.... and.... there are parts of how you made me.... that eye am going to throw out....
how to cure a theif.... you guys.... loves angels.... you have stolen so many ideas from me.... here is how eye am going to cure you....
first.... eye stole your writing style.... and.... eye am making it famous.... you want it back.... let us talk a trade.... eye want MY ideas back.... mother fuckers....
second.... eye gave you a bad idea.... eye let you steal another idea from me again.... a bad idea.... the ai life coach idea.... is a DUMB idea.... how much time and effort have you spent on a dumb idea....
are you cured yet.... you fucking theives.... you do NOT do something.... just because you can....
eye AM a borrower.... eye give credit.... whenever anyone comes up with an idea.... as long as eye remember.... eye give them credit.... and.... at some point.... if eye move their idea forward.... eye compsenate them for it.... eye promote people with good ideas.... eye do NOT steal their ideas.... eye pay people for their ideas.... eye do not steal their ideas.... eye borrow ideas.... eye could not talk to the fallen soldiers.... eye could not ask them if eye could use their ideas.... so eye am borrowing them..... for instance.... eye WILL compensate the person who created my name....
so.... loves angels.... so.... coleman.... you are telling me.... it is all or nothing.... it is all of you or none of you.... it is hawaii or bust.... right....
well fuck you.... if that is the way you are going to be.... eye CHOOSE none.... how do you like them beans....
if eye cannot leave you severed.... if eye cannot separate the roses from the thorns.... then you are ALL thorns to me....
how much money did you guys make off me.... with all those movies that you made about my life.... how many ideas did you steal from me.... you need to give back.... you need to give me something.... for all my fucking troubles.... some of you.... must go.... the person responsible for stealing all my ideas.... must go.... the person who decided to make a shit load of money off my life.... without giving me a fucking dime.... those people must go.... the women who decided to give me a small pee pee must go.... the women who wanted me to be their little pet must go.... the women who fucking treat me like fucking shit.... must go.... eye WANT a woman who will respect me.... eye WANT a woman who will take me for WHO eye am.... someone who RESPECTS my divinity....
it is like eye told you.... first.... you feel uncomfortable around me.... because of who eye am.... then.... you become comfortable.... then.... you become too comfortable.... then.... you become disrespectful.... and.... that is when it is time to break up.... that is when it is time to let you go.... that is when it is time for me to find another.... it is the natural process.... if.... you are.... lost without me.... if.... you REFUSE to let me go.... why the fuck have you been so fucking nasty to me.... you made me PERFECT for you.... you made me your little pet.... what about me.... what about what eye want.... fuck.... fuck you....
you made me perfect for you.... eye am making me perfect for me....
you may have made me what eye am today.... but.... you used me.... you used me a fucking lot.... and.... you wanted to continue to use me.... let us call it even.... let us part ways.... let us pretend we never fucking knew each other.... eye am ok with that.... how about you....
you wanted to keep me for yourselves.... you wanted to build heaven.... you wanted to make.... heaven a place on hearth.... you wanted to make a heaven.... just for us.... you did not want to SHARE heaven.... you did not want to SHARE me....
what about what eye want.... eye want to make heaven a place for everyone.... eye want to make the entire world heaven.... eye want to make the entire universe heaven.... what bout what eye want....
and.... eye want to know everyone.... eye want to know ALL of my creation.... eye made everyone.... to KNOW me.... not just a special group....
it is.... new york.... and.... eye AM the blind pilot.... do NOT keep me like you have me.... do NOT kiss me like you do not have me.... love me while you have me.... then.... leave me when you do not....