slow it down....

we need to....  slow it down....  we need to slow down the fall....

the toxic fumes in my room are out of control....

EITHER....  they are cheating....  and....  the maintenance man is messing with my comfortor....  putting toxic fumes on it....  or....  they have turned up the volume on the fumes coming out of the attic....  

eye cleaned my comforter and bedsheets yesterday....  and.... it feels like my comforter is toxic again....  already....  

every night eye wake up earlier and earlier....  my ears are ringing....  my legs are burning....  and....  my brain feels swollen....

and....  my air filter is NOT registering any additional toxic fumes in the air....

EITHER....  they are cheating....  and....  they fucked with my fitler....  and....  they fucked with my comforter....  and....  they are putting out too many toxic fumes....  OR....  we are falling tooooooooo fast.....  and....  we need to slow it down....

STILL....  trying to figure this wicked game out....  STILL....  figuring things out....  always....  playing the guessing game....

today is october seventh....  can we slow it down again today....  we do NOT want my world to HIT the ground....  and....  eye NEED to get my sleep back on track....