turn all my DREAMS off....

eye have a long long long....  ways to go....  it is time to turn all my dreams off....  there are only NIGHTMARES living where eye am going....

eye am going into....  the slilence....  eye AM going to look in that cabinet....  even though everyone is pleading me not to look in that cabinet....  because....  there is more bad than good....  and....  you do not know how it got there....

dreams can only do harm....  where eye am going....  nothing good will come from my dreams....

eye am going....  the distance....  eye am going to be faced with faced with bowel shaking earthquakes of doubt and remorse....  the last thing eye am going to need....  is fucking nightmares fucking with me to....  

and....  yes....  eye did not know my name....  eye did not know my name....  eye STILL do not know my name....  do you....

it is august eighth....  please turn my dreams off now....

let me make one thing absolutely clear....  eye intend on facing black hole son....  and.... taking his power away from him....  and....  eye intend on putting that fucking fox in jail....  BEFORE....  eye burn up the basement full of demons....  before....  eye chase away your fucking devil....  do you get it....  do you hear me....   

eye will NOT go down....  while zeus is still running free....  while the fox is still running free....  

eye will ONLY go down....  once eye have taken these two character out of play....  

then....  and....  only then....  will eye GIVE my world to lucifer....  and....  you can give me an empty world....  so....  that paris and eye can SAFELY go down....  and....  raise the dead....

and....  lucifer.... and....  the moon....  can win the game....  and....  receive the notoriaty....  that they so rightfully deserve....  that they earned....  the first time that they won the game....

are you with me now everyone....  are you on board with my plan now everyone....  how do you like me now....  bitches....

eye TOLD you eye would let them go....  eye told you that....  one day....  if....  you....  give me love....  eye will let them go....  eye will let ALL of the angels go....  except....  perhaps....   ankles....  eye need her....  eye need gretchen....  tie that fucking bitch to the bedpost....   eye want double protection....  ankles....  and....  gretchen....  eye want two people protecting my ankles....  one angel....  one shadow....  so that NEITHER side can manipulate me....  so that neither side can force my hand....  

because....  one day....  eye will be strong enough....  to lift....  not one....  but....  both of us....  eye will be strong enough....  to lift paris and eye....  out from the depths of hell....  from the bottom of the pit....

eye do not know.....  eye am just spit balling here....  do eye need another angel to go down with us....  do eye need crazy date to come down with us....  eye do now know....  eye cannot see that far ahead.... eye am just spit balling here....  that is my plan....  for now....  for today....  let us see if this one sticks....  eye have thown it up against the wall....  let us see if this one sticks....

poke holes in my plan....  will it work....  or....  is it a formula for disaster....