for MY safety....

you have given me what eye want....   you are protecting me....  you are telling me....  the moon is on my side....

is it all another trick...

you HAVE put me on ANOTHER fuck team....  what have they negotiated with the powers that be....  NOTHING....  has changed....

first human....  at hard wood floor....  tells me....  eye am going to have to go at least two hundred miles....  to escape the bubble....  to get away from it all

you tell me you argued over whether to put me in the mental hospital....  this weekend....  and....  lucky me....  shoe did NOT drop....  lucky me....  bullshit....

if you are STILL fucking arguing....  you are NOT listening to me....

for MY safety....  eye AM moving outside of the boulder bubble....  eye WILL find a NEW set of twelve tribes....

you think that you are going to get away....  with NO consequences....  you think that....  the existing power structure....  is going to remain in place....  not WITH me....  

you MIGHT think you have me....  but....  you do NOT....  if eye die....  eye wake up in another world....  and....  you HAVE lost me forever....

you had to debate....  over whether to hospitalize me....  over me telling the FUCK....  that people who play the foxes game....  SICKEN me....  to NO end....

eye will NOT let the people who tortured and enslaved and harmed people....  get away with a slap on the wrist....  NOT on my watch....

so....  eye am done....  eye am finding a new home....  fuck LIBERAL boulder....  eye am going to find some place conservative....  some place smaller....  some place....  without all of this fucking traffic....  some place....  where the coffee shops will NOT hospitalize me....  because eye got upset at a CRIMINAL....  some place where eye will be WELCOMED....  NOT ABUSED....  over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over....  some place....  where eye can find my freedom....

you are ALL so arrogant....  eye have WASTED ten years....  trying to convince you....  of a better way....  eye will go somewhere else....  and....  see if eye have better luck....  with other worlds....  

ya....  by the way...  moon....  you fucking pulled the wool over my eyes....  once again....  ya....  favorite boss....  you pulled the wool over my eyes.... once again....  at organic produce store.... the only line that eye would have LIKED to go through....  closed down....  you left me with an option between the ugliest bitch in the world....  and....  the fucking faggot nigger....

soon enough....  eye will be free from ALL these fucking NASTY ass liberals....  prescott....  here eye come....

jesus....  eye THOUGHT that organic produce store....  was the ONE world in boulder....  worth fighting for....  until tonight....

now....  there is NO ONE worth staying for....  worth fighting for....  jesus....  are all the GOOD people in the world....  fucking pussies....  why do the good people....  do SHIT....  

and....  having someone offer me a grocery cart....  is NOT a reason to stay....

IF....  the GOOD people....  want their world....  they NEED to fight for it....

good people....  will NOT win....  unless they get NASTY....