calling ME a baby....

the players....  all of the other players in this wicked game....   are calling me a baby....  some of the immortals are calling me a baby....

that fucking bitch....  the ex wife of a green barett is calling me baby....  fuck her....

let me ask them....  let me ask all of you....  have any of THEM ever bet their lives....  because eye did....  for the humans....  for humanity....  for all of the good in the world....  for all of the good in the universe....  eye bet my life....

are any of them REALLY brave....  or are they just pretending to be brave....  have any of them REALLY taken any risk....  

eye am here to tell you....  when the going gets tough....  every single one of them runs....  every single one....  that is NOT risk....  that is NOT bravery....  when everyone else runs....  eye stay....  eye choose to stay....  how about all of you....  eye am going to heal cystic fibrosis by the way....

you should ask all of these thrill seekers....  have you ever put your trust in someone....  really put your trust in someone....  put your life on the line....  and trust that your team will get you through it....  have you ever....  closed your eyes....  and put your total trust in someone....  because eye have...  do all of you pansy ass thrill seekers want to see true bravery....  you are witnessing it....  you are seeing the real thing....  the real deal....  so....  go home....  all of you wanna be thrill seekers....  awesome performance by the way....  awesome performance p!nk....  nicely done....  

do not worry everyone....  they tried to piss me off today....  but....  they were unsuccessful....  the boy is still with you....  eye am still with you....  more about blue in another chapter....  look for that chapter....  blue....  coming to the pages in the near future....

you should know....  eye am pretty sure that eye have cancer....  perhaps stage four....  and eye have said fuck you to the immortals who can cure me....  because eye will not leave this world....  eye will not leave this world unprotected....  eye will not take the people in my little world out....

and so....  eye have to figure out....  how to heal this cancer....  eye have no idea how eye am going to do it....  but eye have hope....  eye am going to give it my best shot....  so....  do you still think that eye am a baby....  do you still think that eye am not brave....  cancer hurts....  dying from cancer sucks....  eye have seen people go through it....  so eye am taking a big risk here....  for all of you....  still think that eye am a baby....