burning down the house....

eye believe that eye live in a hologram....  and....  there are a lot of things above me....  a world....  a fire....  rain....  a wall....  stars....  and....  probably many other things....  

eye am building the fire....  eye have to build the fire....  for some reason....  my best guess....  is the larger the fire....  the farther eye get in this wicked game....  

does this make me lucifer....  is that why they called lucifer....  the light bearer....  before he became the devil....  he was the light bearer....  did he have a fire burning above him....  

maybe....  eye need to burn down the entire house....  the entire hologram....  the grand facade....  above me....  needs to burn....  the entire house....  and.... if some of you angels and shadows and demons run with me....  eye will burn this very lonely house down....  the whole damn house....   whatever you do....  put the gun down....  she does NOT want you to take her man....  just because you know you can....  put the gun down....  please please please....  and....  if another house gets in my way....  well....  eye guess eye will burn that down to....  

if you do not want to call it a house....  how about we call it a city....  eye got this city behind me....  the city of angels....  if eye fall....  she has got me....  or....  is it....  the city of angels....  that is behind me....  cause eye know where my heart should be....  in the city of angels....  but....  NOT....  zeuses city of angels....  eye want to say.... so long to that sad city....  because....  they have not been very good to me....  at all....  so....  let us set fire to the city....  set it on fire....  starting with the streets....  until the fire....  is sweeping through the streets....

let us see....  how shall we burn it down....  in what order....  when shall we burn the world....  or the sky....  or the water....  or the rain....  and....  when should we set my body on fire....  eye think last....  eye think that we should set my body on fire last....

let us start with a spark....  how about a spark....  can someone give me a spark....  eye am searching for a spark with my shadows....  eye am waiting for your spark....  it is just a spark....  but it will certainly be enough....  for me to keep going....  and....  when it is dark outside....  it will keep on glowing....  once we have the spark....  let us make a cross and light that candle....  light my candle....  and burn it like there is just no end....  and then....  let us start collecting candles....  until we have sixteen candles....  on my wall.... and let us not stop there....  let us find a million candles....  and light them all....  one by one....  and make the darkness end....  because....  you can blow out a candle....  but....  you cannot blow out a flame....  right peter....  a million candles would probably make one huge fucking flame....  and....  you cannot blow out a flame....

and then....  let us start setting things on fire....  

let us start with the sky....  let us set fire to the sky first....  and....  let us shoot even higher....  let us set heaven on fire....  then....  let us set fire to the rain....  and then....  you know....  eye had a dream....  that the world was on fire....  so....  let us do it....  let us set fire to the world....  so that we can burn brighter....  than what....  the sun you say.... brighter than the sun....  ya....  brighter than the sun.... but eye guess that we are going to have to collect all of the stars to....  if we want to burn brighter than the sun....  now....  now....  now....  eye hope that my world is on fire....  what about yours....  and....  perhaps....  by now....  eye have those angels....  living in a world....  and....  it is on fire....  

well....  if there is nothing left to burn by now....  eye guess we should set ourselves on fire....  what should we start with....  how about our souls....  let your love set my soul on fire....  eye wanna be burned by the fire of love....  eye want the fire in my soul to light the night....  is my soul on fire....  because....  eye do not feel a thing.... ed....  eye feel nothing....  my blood sugar keeps skyrocketing....  but eye feel nothing....  eye feel a burn....  if eye eat a cookie....  eye feel a burn....  is that what it feels like....  when your soul is on fire....  well....  than eye do NOT want to feel what it is like to have my soul on fire....  ed....  eye do not want to feel it....  

what next....  how about my heart....  how about our hearts....  shall we set our hearts on fire....  and who is going to set my heart on fire....  can eye do it myself....  or....  can only she do it....  or....  can only eye set her heart on fire....  have you done it already....  is my heart on fire....  or....  are we just two kids....  with both or our hearts on fire....  

is it spreading....  is the fire starting to spread....  are my bones on fire....  is my head on fire....  is my entire body on fire by now....  am eye burning for her....  but....  she will not do the same....  so....  have eye tied her to the bed post....  and set the entire house on fire....  

am eye a man on fire yet....  am eye on fire....  can eye take you higher....  watch out....  ladies....  because.... soon....  my sex will be on fire.... 

IF....  the rain is pouring....  if it is REALLY pouring....  then....  it is time....  to feed the flame....  cause eye am having trouble letting go....  am eye upside down now....  it is time to stir things up....  it is time to roll all of that back wood forward....  it is time....  to pour some of that sugar on me....  it is time....  to NOT put out the fire....  with gasoline....  it is time....  to become a shooting star....  because ONLY shooting stars can break the mold....  hmmm....  maybe it is time....  for me to write that chapter....  firework....  coming to the pages near you....  very soon....