recruits....

do eye have my first recruit....  my first soldier....  my first partner....  and....  is she human....

the way eye see it....  it would be very difficult for an immortal to help me heal....  given....  that they have not healed themselves....  they do not have a human body to heal....  so....  how are they going to give me advice....  without lying....  maybe that is why....  eye need something human....  but....  eye also want the help of immortals....  good immortals....  how can they help me....  without lying....

so....  back to my first potential recruit....  she recommended oxygen....  for my cancer....  and....  eye have an oxygen machine....  so....  eye am trying to use it on a daily basis....  thanks for that tip....  eye think that this was an EXCELLENT tip....  and....  she uses essential oils....  eye bet she will have advice about what essential oils might help....  tonight....  she suggested....  tea tree oil in the shower....  eye have to figure out how to make that work....  but....  eye think it is another EXCELLENT suggestion....

do eye have my first helper....  and....  are we....  playing the game....  the childs way....  at least in there....  no one gets hurt....   play my game....  play my way....  where love and happiness are the same....

well....  this is embarassing....  really embarassing....  eye do not know her name....  my first partner....  and....  eye do not know her name....  eye am so good at names....  how did eye miss hers....  gonna have to get it the next time eye see her....  

please tell me....  that eye am not on her team....  that eye have NOT been bounced around to another team....  please tell me....  that you have finally let my immortal spirit die....  and....  eye am finally free....  free to build my own team....  free to build the gray team....  if none other exists....

or....  was soupman my first recruit....  and....  is he something human....  how are these humans watching me....  are their third eyes open....  or....  are my angels finally telling the whole story....  how is it....  that people seem to be getting my message now....

eye just had an aha moment....  why can an immortal simply not say....  eye HEARD that oxygen helps with cancer....  they do not have to say that something worked for them....  or....  do they....  is that one of the rules of the game....  if not....  and....  an immortal wants to help....  you can certainly say....  eye HEARD that capsaicin kills cancer cells....  etc etc....  eye think that there is a way for immortals to help....  without lying....

my my....  hey hey....  rock and roll is here to stay....  if you did not know this....  eye AM rock and roll....  eye have a rock....  a world....  above my head....  and....  eye make it roll....  zeus wants me to roll it up the hill....  so that he can take my little world out....  so....  eye think....  eye will continue to fall....  if that is what eye have been doing....