eye am NOT a masogynist....

so....  the fox....  or....  the fat cell....  or....  both....  at race car coffee....  shut me down the other day....  in her own evil way....

keeping me from saying....  that....  the shadow behind the counter....  accused me of being a massogynist....  because....  eye GUESSED that she was in arts and sciences....  not chemistry....  

now....  she IMPLIED that eye thought that because she was a woman....  not at all....  eye also told her eye thought that she was a gamer....  because....  she is so FUCKING sarcastic....  she comes across to me as a dumbass....  not because she is a woman....  

now....  if insect girl were to ask me....  eye would have guessed one of the sciences....  if female leader asked me....  eye would have guessed one of the sciences....

and....  if evil ha ha asked me....  eye would have guessed some kind of biology....  human biology....  biochemistry....  based on her interest in hormones....  

and....  if the DUDE who is always late asked me....  eye would have guessed something fun....  like....  eye do not know what....  but....  something fun....

and....  if camper boy asked me....  eye would have guessed something outdoorsy....

so....  FUCK YOU bitch....  eye am basing my assumptions based on your CHARACTER....  not your SEX....  see....  that is the problem with this fucking world....  you women are always LOOKING for biases against you....  when there are none....  jesus....  that is why you need to fucking work for women....  because....  you are ALWAYS going to accuse us men of being sexist....  no fucking matter WHAT we do....  so fuck off....  go work for a woman....  bitches....  fucking create ALL women companies....  and....  leave us men the fuck alone....  

great way to make a man look evil....  fat cell....  or....  fox....  or....  whatever you are....  make an accusation....  and....  then....  do NOT let the man respond....  that is fucking evil....  oh....  and.....  then....  declare that you are not going to let me talk....  for your peace of mind....  accuse me of being a mesogynist....  and....  do not let me respond....  for your peace of mind....  when we all know....  it is to make me LOOK like the bad guy....  

maybe this is a mute point....  because....  IF....  you are the fox....  you ARE going to jail soon....  BITCH....  because eye WILL crash this world down....  IF....  someone does NOT put you in jail...  

women who try to set men up ARE bitches....  this is a REALLY fucked up world....  when you continually....  let bitches get away with setting me up....  

eye have been putting up with this bullshit for over ten years now....  forced on risperadol....  because eye stood up....  and....  we all KNOW that it was a setup....  

thrown in the mental hospital because eye texted a young woman too much....  begging her NOT to marry the guy who only gave her ONE fucking chakra....  thrown in the mental hospital for trying to protect a woman....

and....  some psychiatrist bitch....  has gotten away....  with....  being a part of throwing me in the mental hospital....  she would not give me the meds that eye asked for....  and....  eye got thrown in the mental hospital....  for not being on meds....

and....  the same psychiatrist bitch....  found out that eye had h pylori at six times the upper limit....  and....  she did NOT tell me....  ten years later....  eye find the test....  but....  by then....  eye had atrophic gastritis and pernicious anemia and hypochlorhidria and carcinoid tumors....  and....  she has NOT been thrown in jail....  where is the fucking justice in this world....

and....  countless women have tried to get me to say something innappropriate....  so they could throw me in the mental hospital....  

one might say....  eye would hope some people might say....  eye can see why you are soooooo fucking jaded against women....  brian....   they have been NOTHING but nasty to you....

now....  eye am going to say....  mountain shadow....  might be becoming my....  ONLY EXCEPTION....  at this point....  now....  eye am pretty sure that she played the foxes game at first....  and....  when eye called her a bitch in my book....  she hit me....  she struck back....  she put a monster on me....  but....  that is the kind of abuse....  eye am ok with....  and....  eye think that she played the foxes game....  because....  she thought that eye had broken my promise to her....  whatever that is....  so....  she might be my only exception....  her....  and....  nutritional health coach....  might be my only exceptions....  that is NOT good odds....

eye mean....  eye could go on and on....  about all the women who attacked me....  for NO fucking reason....  like blue....  like red....  like couch girl....  who asked me to help her move her couch....  and....  eye did....  then....  the next day....  when eye said hello....  she said....  get the fuck away from me....  eye hate you....  what the fuck....  or....  black girl....  who eye never met....  kept telling me that she hated me....  and.... to get away from her....  to leave a room....  when eye was there first....  sitting in a chair minding my own business....  and.... she would march up to me....  and....  tell me to leave....  when eye said no.... the nurses backed her up....  what the fuck....  

then....  there was the bitches that set me up....  when eye was a kid....

and....  do not even get me started....  when it comes to the x.....  

so....  in all my life....  eye can count the women who have been nice to me....  on....  two fingers....  two fucking fingers....  so ya....  eye AM jaded....  is that MY fault....  or....  is that yours....  

and....  do not get me started on cashew bitch or discount bitch or laugher bitch or laugher bitch number two....  or....  the librarian....  who keeps taking jabs at me....  who tried to break my bond with one of my angels today....  who got me to say something negative about the gun today.... so he will shoot me tomorrow....  

or....  the moon....  who fucking treated me like a child....  or....  the sun....  who fucking tried to burn me....  

or....  the fucking dyke....  who kicked sand in my face....  who took my parking space and did not apologize....  when eye did fucking nothing to her....  or....  the fucking dykes of the not so gentle race....  who keep putting the fucking quierest fucks in my face....  time and time again....  

or.... the bitch who gave me cancer....  or....  the bitch who gave me mold.... 

hmmmm.....  that is all that eye can think of at the moment....  but....  eye KNOW that there were more....  just drawing a blank right now....  kinda hard to keep track of them all....  there are SO fucking many....  and....  you wonder why eye am so fucking jaded....  or....  loves bitches....  you fucking turned me into someone they could control....  like a fucking puppy....  there we go....  eye remembered a couple more....  oh ya....  what about my fucking shadow....  the one who only told you half of the story....  and....  she will not show you my true colors....  she will NOT spit me out when eye ask....  or....  my angels....  who only tell you half of the story....  they ONLY tell you about my ugly side....  and....  not my good side....  

or....  the bitches who raped me when eye was five....  and....  found me in college....  and....  set me up....  and....  accused me of rape.... so that they could tell people eye raped them.... to get them to torture me....  to play judge jury and executioner....  over and over and over and over and over....

like the bitch in jail....  the mother of one of the girls....  who decided to play judge jury and exicutioner....   when my stomach cramped up severly....  she REFUSED to give me pain killers....  eye sat in solatary confinement....  screaming in pain....  for three days and three nights....  without any help....  they just turned off my speaker....  so they did not have to listen to me....

yep....  they keep bubbling up....  they just keep on coming....  all the fucking bitches who fucking tormented me throughout my life....  and....  you think that eye am a mesogynist....  you are fucking damn right when you say....  eye AM jaded....  but....  eye am NOT a mesogynist....  

jesus....  fat bitch at spanish coffee house....  eye was NOTHING but nice to her....  eye even told people she could be the face of a nation....  with her sweet smile....  and....  then....  for not fucking reason at all....  when she thought eye was down on my luck....  she fucking hit me hard....  

you know what eye noticed....  bitches like to hit me when eye am down....  what the fuck....  like the shadow behind the counter at race car coffee....  every time eye am fucking down....  she fucking hits me....

or....  that fucking dyke....  who....  kicked sand in my face for no reason....  who burned my fucking legs....  she got IN my face....  on fucking christmas day....  happy fucking christmas brian....  happy fucking christmas....  

if....  eye was a woman....  and....  eye was raped....  there is NO fucking way you would let my rapist get in my face....  but....  because eye am a man....  you let the two women who raped me at five....  get in my face....  you let the dyke who burne my legs....  get in my face....  on christmas day....  and....  she keeps getting in my face....  at spanish coffee house....  eye gave the dykes of the NOT so gentle race a GREAT fucking offer....  you can have your rainbow world....  just not this world....  if we fucked up and put a womans soul in a mans body....  you can be reborn....  eye gave them a great fucking offer....  and....  they rejected my offer.... and....  declared war on me....  which is why eye am TAKING their fucking world....  they have shown you....  time and time again....  that they are NOT so fucking gentle after all....  

so....  you are god damn right that eye am jaded....  

so fuck you....  fuck all of you....  except....  mountain shadow....  and....  nutritional health coach....  at least eye THINK that eye can trust them at this point....  but....  how many bitches have been nice to me....  only....  to turn on me....  when eye am at my lowest....  what the fuck is wrong with this world....  what the fuck....  

shadow behind the counter....  told me....  she is going to get me....  she thinks this is fucking fun....  not for me....  not a minute of it has been fun for me....  

this is why eye am....  the ONLY living boy in new york....  you ALL seem to think that it is fun to torture and torment people....  eye seem to be the ONLY one who is NOT having fun....  you all seem to want to make this all about....  who can hit the hardest....  eye seem to be the only one....  who wants to make it....  about....  who can come up with the BEST plan for the world....  which is why your are all dead....  you have no love in your hearts.... 

they say that you need to say ten good things to a woman....  for every one bad thing....  eye AM saying ten good things....  a global dividend IS a good thing....  a flat tax IS a good thing....  a voucher system for education IS a good thing....  no more crime IS a good thing....  eye AM saying ten good things....  and....  you fucking bitches are focused on the ONE bad thing....  you seem to be fucking blind to all the good eye am bringing....  every fucking woman eye know....  says that she is going to school in a stem field....  every fucking woman eye know....  says that she is working in a stem field....  REALLY....  or....  are you fucking lyring to me...  and....  are you happy....  does it come easy to you....  does it come naturally to you....  OR....  do you have to take performance enhancers....  like my son....  if you have to take performance enhancers....  like my son....  you have NOT found your passion....  you have NOT found what you were made for....

you fucking bitches DEMAND equality....  well....  fuck you....  for every good job out there....  there are TEN bad jobs....  men....  as a whole....  NEVER....  had it easy....  NEVER....  had it better than you....  for every good job out there....  there are TEN fucking bad jobs....  you want equality....  you DEMAND equality....  well....  eye am going to fucking give it to you....  for every shit job out there....  you are going to do fifty percent of the work....  you are going to clean fifty percent of the sewers....  you are going to fight fifty percent of the wars....  you are going to slaughter fifty percent of the chickens and cattle....  every fucking one of you....  wants to work in a stem field....  eye do NOT see any of you raising your hands....  to work in a slaughter house....  god damn you fucking bitches....  you fucking refuse to see....  that men have had it fucking shitty to....  eye will be bold enough to say....  men have had it worse....  far worse....  eye NEVER want to be forced to give up my coush life on the farm....  to go fight in a war....  to see my friends slaughtered....  to live EVERY fucking day in fear....  never knowing when a bomb is going to strike near me....  and....  when eye come home....  have you fucking bitches....  like hanoi jane....  spit in my fucking face....  for doing....  what eye was FORCED to do....  you FUCKING bitches....  all of you....  which one of you....  is raising your hand....  to do a shit job....  eye fucking made you....  in a way....  that you are going to WANT to do the shit jobs....  that you are going to WANT to serve others....  because....  if you do not....  you will NEVER have a fire....  you will NEVER burn as brightly....  as common people....   and....  fucking library bitch....  is focused on NOT wanting to do a manufacturing job....  oh....  bitch....  someone has to do it....  you want all the immigrants to do all the shit jobs....  you want all the chinese to do all the shit jobs....  instead of thinking....  MAYBE....  brian has a plan....  maybe....  in my world....  everyone does a shit job....  and....  everyone does a great job....  and....  everyone finds their passion....  everyone finds what they were made for....  and....  what the fuck....  library bitch....  if you do NOT understand the issues....  do NOT fucking vote....  taxing unrealized gains....  is one of the TOP five issues on my platform....  it is how eye am going to ELIMINATE the national debt.... and....   never to go back into debt....  it is how eye am going to make the world fair....  it is how eye am going to make everyone pay their FAIR share....  it is a big part of how eye am going to be able to simplify the tax system....  it is a big part of how eye am going to be able to shrink the internal revenue service....  to a fraction of its size....  to less then a tenth of the size it is today....  it is a big part of how eye am going to eliminate the need for tax accountants and tax attorneys....  and....  you fucking have no fucking clue how it works....  and....  you will not ask me....  and....  you will not ask volleyball boy to explain it to you....  you have too much fucking pride....  to ask someone to explain it to you....  but....  you still insist on having a vote....  you are evil....  you got me to say something negative about the china man....  so that he will shoot me....  the next time that he sees me....  you pointed out that eye do not use sunscreen....  to try to break my ties with the dermatogists daughter....  you ARE evil....  you fucking bitch....  rather than learn the issues....  rather than discuss the issues....  you want to shut me up....  you want to hurt me...  that....  by definition....  is evil....  pure evil....  it is a far worse crime....  than rape....  far far worse....  the fox....  the fat cell....  at race car coffee....  also wants to shut me the fuck up....  she is evil....  fucking evil....  

how the fuck am eye going to help you unfold your love....  how the fuck am eye going to help you burn brightly....  when you are always soooooo fucking focused on....  me me me me me me me me me....  you PRETEND to care about others....  with your allowing fucking biological men compete in womens sports....  you PRETEND to care about others....  allowing fucking dirt backs....  to become a fucking woman....  when....  they were NEVER a woman stuck in a mans body....  we just do NOT fuck up THAT much....  yes....  some of them were a mistake....  trans swimmer was a mistake....  but....  the baseball bat in the locker room at the gym....  she slash he fucking THRIVES on making people sick....  he fucking chose to become a woman....  with HUGE ass knockers....  to disgust people....  to turn people off....  for the attention....  to become a protected class....  to protect himself from criticism....  as he plays the fucking foxes game....  taking shots at me....  to try to put me in the mental hospital....  and....  because he is trans....  eye cannot confront him about it....  so....  fuck you bitches....  fuck you for allowing this fucking bullshit....  fuck you....  lesbo at taco town....  for getting mad at me....  for even suggesting....  that some men change sex....  for attention....  fuck you....  lesbo at taco town....  for assuming everything is black and white....  that ALL men who become women....  were a fucking mistake....  fuck you....  for being SO fucking ignorant....  and....  not even allowing me to SUGGEST that some men MIGHT be faking....  fago at niwot treehouse is TOTALLY fucking faking....  the baseball bat at the gym....  is totally fucking faking....  ask your women friends....  with children....  are they comfortable with a baseball bat in the locker room....  are they comfortable with a baseball bat around their children....  ninety percent of you are not....  but ten fucking percent of you....  want to FORCE you view of the world down our throats....  so that you can feel good about yourselves....  eye suggested a separate locker room for the baseball bat....  but....  no....  you insist on all fucking women seeing things your way....  you insist on women becoming quote unquote tolerant....  you insist on women DEALING with thier uncomfortable feelings....  shutting down thier feelings....  living with a fucking dude hanging out in thier locker room....  fuck you....  to the ten percent....  fuck you....  to the lesbo at taco town....  fuck you....  to the librarian at the gym....  eye AM sticking up for the ninety percent of women....  who disagree with you....  why is it....  the rainbow coalition make up three percent of society....  why is it....  fifty percent of the people that eye run into....  are fucking rainbow....  eye am surrounded by the few....  eye am surrounded by the scum....  eye am surrounded by the closed minded....  IF....  you were chosen to work at these places eye frequent....  it is NOT because of your good qualities....  it is because you are the worst people in the world....  they chose to SURROUND me with all of the worst people on the planet....  that is why they chose you....  you should NOT be proud that you were chosen....  if you are a chosen one....  for this game....  it is NOT because you are a great person....  it is because you are the lowest of the lowest....   ninety percent of the population are good people....  and....  eye am surrounded by the ten percent who are scum in this world....  

stop playing games....  stop with all the lying....  tell me the truth....  tell me....  what happened to you....  hold my hands....  and....  let me SEE you....  let me see the real you....  and....  eye will TRY to....  fix you....  eye WILL let YOU see ME....  and....  eye will TRY to....  fix you....

you NEED to kick ultra man out....  his girlfriend is PURE evil....  no wonder she has been hiding from me....  no wonder his dog is the way he is....  no wonder the dog is SO fucking angry all the time....  she is a wicken....  bring her to me....  and....  eye will TAKE away her powers....  kick ultra man out....  and....  bring her to me....  turn him into human one point oh....  for now....  and....  kick him out....