eye am NOT wanting to live forever....

eye KNOW now that eye am sending mixed messages....  

eye really THOUGHT that eye was figuring this language that you immortals speak out....  eye THOUGHT that eye had learned to....  walk and talk like angels....  but....  eye am learning....  that eye STILL have no fucking clue....  

a woman tells me....  we are going to live forever....  and....  eye tell her....  that is the idea....  think of my HUMAN life....  when....  she was talking about my IMMORTAL spirits life....  eye really AM clueless....

just to be ABSOLUTELY clear....  i do NOT want to live forever....  because....  eye know that eye will be living in vain....

whose name am eye supposed to keep calling....  so she can come back home....  is there someone....  who can put a nail in my coffin....  is there someone....  who....  can KEEP me dead....  when she comes back home....  what about the....   brick....  can she come back home....  can she stay on board....  and....  drown me slowly....  so NOONE can revive me....  is that the idea....  will that work....  is it paris....  is she the brick....  if eye keep calling her name....  will she finally come back home....  if eye keep calling her name....  will she come back home....  paris paris paris paris paris paris.....  will you come back home....  if you want to help me....  you need to give her access to your world....  so she can come back home....  

and....  a dude tells me....  a woman and man were both deciding who should take it....  and....  the woman should have taken it....  because the man balked after the lady left....  eye THOUGHT he was talking about the grocery line....  and....  eye said....  she should have taken it....  when....  he was talking about my mind....  he was talking about them fighting over who has control over my mind....  eye had NO fucking clue....

eye really have got to get better at this angel speak....  so eye do NOT keep confusing everyone....

eye REALLY do want my immortal spirit to die....  eye really WANT you to let my immortal spirit die.... to set me free....  so....  nothing is challenging me....  so eye can take down zeus....  so eye can put all of the foxes in jail....  so eye can finally put an end to this dumbass wicked game....  that no longer has any purpose....  it has served its purpose....  eye was able to attach ALL of the worlds to this world....  now eye need to shut it down....  now eye need to bury the castle....  brick by boring brick....  leave me the fuck alone....  let me die....  go get your shovel....  and....  let us all bury the fucking castle....  ok....

what if you burn all the money....  will they leave me alone then....  it is going to be useless....  after eye shut this game down....  so....  why not burn all the money....

can the shadows clip the wings of any angel that gets on my wall....  in my mind....  will that stop them from harrassing me....

eye am just spit balling here....  if anyone has any bright ideas....  eye am ALL fucking ears....  

paris....  if you are staying away....  because you are protecting gretchen and jeanie....  because you do not want to see them suffer....  because you do not want to see zeus and his soldiers suffer....  eye WILL find another way....  eye ALWAYS leave myself MANY options....  if you will NOT come back home....  eye WILL find another way....  and....  eye WILL ban you along with them....  you will NEVER EVER EVER see me again....  if you let me down....  THIS TIME....  you CANNOT negotiate with me....  REMEMBER....  the devil does NOT bargain....  IF....  you try to bargain with me....  eye will ONLY break YOUR heart....  

eye AM a....  superhero....  you are ALL starting to see....  the meaner side of me....

and....  you are starting to see the meaner side of the angels....  they are getting sick of this to.....  they have given the shadows.....  permission to CLIP the fucking wings of the next angel who climbs on board my wall....  UNINVITED....  

fuck off you piece of shit scumbag signalar....  eye KNOW that you work for the DYKES of the NOT SO GENTLE RACE....  so you can take your....  we are NOT happy with you fucking signal....  and....  shove it up your fucking ass....  since you seem to like having things shoved up there....

if eye were you....  eye would STOP calling signals for those CONTROLLING fucking bitches....  when this is over....  they are not going to have a world anymore....