battles....

there are many battles in this game.... some of them....  my opponent tries to get me to say something....  that will upset my protector....  and get her to leave me....  therapy dude is doing that right now....  

then....  there are other kinds of battles....  eye meet up with someone at a coffee shop....  there is me....  and....  then there is my opponent....  we fight over a woman....  an angel....  we see who can convince her to choose us....  eye think that eye had three of these battles yesterday.....  with zeuses soldiers....  and.... eye think that eye lost all three....  because zeuses soldiers got up and gave me a shit eating grin as they walked away....  and....  one of the ladies....  played jellyhead....  she told me....  eye must be out of my fucking mind....  eye have really blown it....  eye got the battle all wrong....   by a million miles....

look....  eye am not going to play your wicked game....  eye am NOT going to whisper pretty lies to these women....  eye am NOT going to lie to them....  and.... tell them that eye love them....  eye am not going to call them a beautiful girl from the north....  eye am not going to tell them that eye want to marry them....  when eye do NOT even know who the fuck they are....  eye am not going to play this stupid wicked ass game....  and....  yes....  many battles will be lost....  but....  eye know that in the end....  zeuses soldiers will NOT win....

eye paid for my loses....  they hit me hard when eye was coming down from boulder falls yesterday....  a recreation vehicle pulled out in front of me on my way down....  it was spewing out nasty smoke....  and....  there was a ringing in my car....  and....  my hands started cramping up.....  and....  when eye got home....  the mold had spread again in my apartment....  eye most certainly paid for my loses....

but....  eye am playing the long game....  eye am working on healing myself....  eye even told one of the ladies yesterday....  eye am NOT going to battle....  eye told you what eye wanted you to know....  and....  now eye am going to work on healing myself....  because....  eye think....  if eye heal myself....  eye will NOT need to win any battles.....  AND....  eye am playing a different game....  eye am playing a game for the hearts and minds of the people of THIS world....  eye am trying to unite the spirits of this world....  against....  the spirits of zeuses world.....  against zeuses soldiers....  eye am spitting out the truth....  fuck your wicked game zeus....