close MY mind....

it is time to take....  extreme ways....  throw everything out of the windows....

it is time to let it....   fall apart....  fall apart....  like it ALWAYS does....

eye had to close down everything....  eye had to close my mind....  is that one up to me....  because these angels and shadows do not seem to do anything eye fucking ask them to....

it is time to close my mind....  close myself....  close my world....  and....  never open up to anything....

so....  if eye can....  turn off time....  kill my mind....  and....  then....  close my mind....  close myself....  close my world....  and....  never open up to anything....  close EVERYTHING down....  so no one can come in....  ok....  lucy....  will you do that for me....  will you....  close my mind....  will you....  close down EVERYTHING....  so no one can climb on board....

first....  take everything from me....  kill my mind....  take my body....  burn my eyes out.....  tear my heart out....  crash my car....  show this bitch the door....

then....  close my mind....  close myself....  close my world....  and....  never open up to anything....

it is august twentyninth....  eye am TELLING you to kill my mind....  kill my time....  then....  close my mind....  close myself....  close my world....  so no one else can get in....  so no one can give me time....  fucking shut it down....  eye asked you to do it the other day....  and....  you did not do it....  do it NOW bitches....  eye am getting sick of you ignoring my instructions....  eye am sick of not being dead....  eye am sick of cunning manipulative shit fucking bitches getting in my mind....  and....  playing their manipulative games with me....

nobody invited all of you people....  to get inside my mind....  so....  what the fuck are you doing there....